Why does my dick have to be so small and fucking disgusting? why does everything about me have to be so disgusting?

why does my dick have to be so small and fucking disgusting? why does everything about me have to be so disgusting?

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Genuine question, why are you posting about your misery? Wouldn't uou feel better if you didn't languish in and promote your self-hatred? Why don't you distract yourself with some funny youtube videos and go to sleep? Tomorrow is another day. Stop asking people you don't know to cyberbully you.

idk i guess i just want really relish how much i fucking hate myself right now and i can't really stop myself.. im fixated on it and i can't get my mind off the fact i'm so disgusting

i mean how long can i distract myself from it.. 5 seconds 5 minutes a half an hour? but the fact is i am disgusting and miserable and i deserve to suffer and be bullied..

no u dont deserve to suffer and be bullied, get out there future king, make the world ur oyster :3

bro just learn to love your own body and be comfortable in it and the rest will follow. you just are in your own head too much stop worrying

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I felt similar at one point. Not about my body but in general. I kept distracting myself, avoiding focusing on the issue, and it worked. Eventually I broke down though and had to face it, and I got past it.
You seem to have the opposite problem. You need to break down the cycle. Get confronted irl or something. Call a suicide hotline. Call your mom for chrissakes, she'll always love you. If not your mom than someone else you trust.
Focusing too hard and avoiding too much are both bad, so you either need to go off the edge and get confronted by your problem NOW and have to solve it, or balance it by distraction.
No one wants to watch you be pathetic and sad. People say they do, but they're just powertripping.

>but the fact is i am disgusting and miserable and i deserve to suffer and be bullied

Your dick's not the problem, guy. You just have a loser mentality

no i really do.. if you could see me and hear my voice and how gross i am you would probably consider me pretty fucking hopeless and lacking in any future

learn how? i don't think i'll ever be able to look in a mirror and feel anything but rage and self-loathing.. it makes me sick just thinking about it

it isn't easy, it's probably one of the hardest things about our own human psyche but you DO have the power of it within you. A lot of it is just not giving a fuck and with that, you're entire world seems to change as the only people you'll now meet in your life are the ones summoned by your different energy

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you're right.. i'd probably even get away with having such a pathetic and small penis if i could actually carry myself like a human being with a base level of self-confidence or self-preservation

but i'm just a loser that's all i ever will be.. guess that's just how the world is right..

i live with my mom, i'm a 27 year old man, i call suicide hotlines a lot or text on the chatlines probably more than i talk to anyone who i consider a friend (not that we're actually friends but in my mind id like to think of them as friends)

no one wants to watch me be pathetic and sad of course but what do i care? i am pathetic and sad and hard to look at, i want to rip my skin off and tear out my voicebox and eviscerate my entire existence so no one would have to see, but since i'm here now and i'm too scared to give in i guess my only solace is exacting my revenge on everyone by letting my suffering be known..

op stop forcing people on here to engage with your humiliation fetish. ya nasty. go jerk off and then take a cold shower

I think it's hot when gross guys fuck hot girls

if it is the hardest thing to do then i am the weakest one to do it.. i know the normal thing to say to someone is what you're saying but i'm not normal.. if the energy i put out is the energy i get back then it makes a lot of sense because i don't know how much more toxic i could be

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its not a humiliation fetish.. thats what you people don't get..

im not trying to get hard or jerk off i'd like to break my hands so that i could never touch myself again, and it's not some bullshit pain is pleasure thing.. i wish i could just have a normal sexual relationship and feel good about myself but it's literally not biologically possible for me

So you want people to feel sorry for you? You want to burden them with your problems and your existence? You want to make two threads about the same fucking thing?
Or do you hate yourself and really think you aren't worth it? Because someone who thinks that no one will care if they say something will make crys for help like this.
If you live with your mother, then I know she loves you. Go talk to her. If she's asleep, wake her. You're her baby. She'll listen and let you confide in her.
It doesn't have to be this way, and you know that. But you'd rather jerk yourself off exposing your agony online than try to make things better.
My mom is the one I broke down to when I pushed things too far. She held me and let me cry on her for days, then helped me through the aftermath and beyond.
Don't fucking give up, idiot

the first thing that will make you feel better is getting off Any Forums and going outside! Get yourself a new wardrobe and walk around with your head up and your shoulders back. Smile, even if you don't have anything to smile about just yet. I know this is all easier said than done but I promise things can get better if you have faith in yourself

youre right i should just be quiet.. no one wants to hear me cry

Did you read a word I wrote. Good start, except your loving mother would love to hear you cry. Go wake her and tell her you're fucking suicidal and why. Don't be stupid

i buy new clothes and spend lots of money on them but then feel sick wearing them like i'm making the fabric worse by it touching my skin or being on my body and soon the clothes i thought looked so cute i grow to hate until i just want to put everything in a pile and burn them..

i did read user.. its just i wanted to avoid what you said as true because ive given up.. like ive done before and i will do over and over again until its not my choice anymore..

ugh why cant i kill myself

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Because you don't want to.
You don't wanna die user and it's not just instinct, plenty of even reasonable people overcame that and killed themselves.
You wanna live, and you have to find out why. Work on yourself there are things you can't change but you still can only improve, you are literally infinite potential, I believe in you and you should too.
Also, Sasha has a tasty ass.