Hey

Hey
I'm very drunk and clinically depressed.
Ask me anything, I will literally answer to any question you may have about my very insignificant life.
A few info about me that'll help?:
> romanian
> drunk
> game designer
> clinically depressed
> "kys". Yes, I wish I had the guts
> ???
> Fuck you Russia (although the vodka is imported from Russia?) fuck you
> I genuinely believe I'm cursed to feel empty, hollow and crippling depressed. There is no salvation
> I hate humans, my "friends", everyone.
> women that had been in my life contributed significantly to how I feel right now.
> I no longer do overtime at work
> I partially hate my job

Pre-defined answers:
>kys
I will at some point, I assure you.
>faggot
I kinda wish I was. Maybe would've made things better/worse?
idk ask, we're having fun tonight ayyy

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kys faggot

>I'm a gaymer

how old are you bro

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I wish I had a job user. I hope you feel better soon

>m

How big is your pp?

Tell us about your maternal figure. And dont lie

Why are you such a failure?

Do you have repressed memories of which you have no knowledge?

If you could start over tomorrow, would you still be a game designer? I am sorry that you are clinically depressed.

What is the kinkiest porn you fap to?

I think it's about 14.5cm, but I masturbate a lot, so I don't really have orgasms when I have sex. Meaning, I can go for a long time.
> when i have sex
> it's been about 2 years since that happened

my dad what a drunk disappointment, that was never really a father figure for sure. He died when I was 20? i think. I don't remember. I don't really care.
You could associate me with Meursault from Albert Camus' "The Stranger".
My mom is a traditionalist figure that I don't feel any affection towards to (because I can no longer feel affection towards anyone), but I do respect cause she kept shit together until I became independent.

because I genuinely believe I'm cursed
because the only way I'd achieve "happiness" it'd be through love, but I got to the conclusion there's no such thing for me. At least not where I currently live. I'm a stranger in a strange land.

>
I'm drunk, please don't expect me to answer this. I need to drink a bit more to answer this, i think?

shit, that's actually a tough question.
I could've been a web developer (that's how i started my career).
It's hard to answer considering I'm working in AAA, and I'm not happy with how shit goes down around here.
I would either stick to web development and do game development on the side,
OR
would've taken Art school, and do game development on the side.
I really love Unreal Engine, maybe I could've followed a CGI thing path. Idk.

The one where the chick tells the guy she loves him.
Or the ones with softdom, where's she's a bit more controlling. I'm very tall, so women around have always been more submissive or intimidated (in a sexual way?) by me.
My mother was very controlling when I was younger, so that could also be linked to this. I dont know for sure.

dacă ești așa deprimat la 24, stai sa vezi înainte de 40. nu mai băga și tu toți proștii în seamă, ia-o mai ușor. dacă problemele sunt inevitabile (familie, femei, nu știu), gândește-te că vor trece toate la timpul lor. nu te căca în ea viață, că zbaterea asta are și ea rolul ei. hai, te pup!

>cause she kept shit together
I TOLD YOU NOT TO FUCKING LIE

daca apuc 40. Nu cred ca sunt in stare sa rezist cu starea curenta pana atunci.
Sunt mai multe mizerii adunate care mi-au mancat zilele (de la prieteni, la femei, la ambitii, etc.).
Daca esti din Iasi, venit in Bucuresti unde cultura e diferita, oamenii sunt diferiti, si nu te poti asocia cu nimeni. Makes shit worse. Sunt de 2 ani aici, si toti amicii pe care ii am, abia daca am vreo legatura cu ei, desi ei ma "adora".

Pwp

Hey user, have you think off going to another country?

I constantly think about doing so, but career-wise, it's difficult to work in a different country (for a different company) and maintain the retarded AAA company prestige, or simply not go downwards career-wise.

There's also the west culture which is definitely hitting hard the city I live in, that I hate and cannot associate with.
Everything relies heavily on narcissism, wealth and unjustified self-entitlement. Fuck off.

I was, however, thinking about Germany, but there's hardly any good AAA game studio there.
There's also UK, but the closer I'd get to the west, the worse might be socially.

The cancel culture hits hard in UK from what've heard from a friend working there (also a game designer). He's been accused of being insensitive and homophobic with no reason, really.

>picture unrelated. I like Billy Corgan/WPC

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>She tried her best, still does
I told you not to fucking lie. Post her panties

I'm not a weird american-fag to hit this kind of creep level.
So, no, I do not have such photos, nor wish I'd have. It'd be gross.
What I can give you is a picture of the girl that ruined me psychologically in highschool (ex-gf), but also motivated me to become a better person, improve myself professionally, and contributed to my current state of mind.
wank to her as much as you'd please.
Keep in mind she works for Security services in Romania (FBI/CIA/whatever they're called in your country).

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bump, I'm a bit invested

I've fucked her. She gets around like a record

How is elden ring

I hope she'll never feel and/or find love.

I didn't buy it, nor do i plan buying it.
I'm not much of a fan.
I'm more into JRPG or smth with more action.