How are you doing? Can you tell me what's going on in your life, good or bad and I will try and brighten your day?
How are you doing? Can you tell me what's going on in your life, good or bad and I will try and brighten your day?
Jeremiah Stewart
Luke Gray
no
Easton Hill
Can I still send you some positivity? I hope your days bring you merriment and you're able to start each day full of excitement.
Ethan Gutierrez
okey-doke! my life has actually been getting a lot better from when I was a kid since when you're in college people don't really bother to bully you. I have a boyfriend that I met and he's wonderful! like a happy golden retriever or the bloomer meme w/ the hair (he legit has the exact same haircut lol) I think he's legitimately making me a better person and helping my self-esteem out a lot. But even with all this great shit going on depression still hits hard sometimes...
I had a panic attack because I was afraid that I would go into debt from college, even though the college I go to is pretty cheap and I'm only paying for 2 years since my parents are paying for the other 2. This one freakout totally screwed up my head for a few days. I thought about trying to do like an onlyfans or smthn, cause I have an acquaintance in the pron industry, but then I watched the Xmas special of smiling friends and realized I was using sex/ being horny more as a vice than anything.
The only real problem that isn't mental illness caused, although I guess it is a side effect of it, is that I almost never have the motivation to do homework. But when I do have the motivation (by that I mean I get hyper fixated on finishing shit and then play mgsv for 15 hours straight.) Also forgetfulness.
Do you have any advice for staying on a schedule? I have ADHD so I wind up forgetting to do basic shit sometimes, mostly brushing my teeth. washing my face, eating regularly, etc, otherwise just some motivation to do some past assignments n stuff.
Please don't recommend a day planner cause I've tried those dozens of times and they don't work for me :x
>Picrel is sorta me but I have dark blonde hair and cant dye it for a while cause there's a family funeral coming up, everything else is accurate though lol
>also I love the star-fish hehe
Nolan Thompson
I am glad some things have improved since you started college. That is such a fantastic leap and I hope you are proud you took it.
I am also happy for the new relationship, I hope it continues to bring you happiness.
Additionally, I am glad you were able to weather that financial headspin.
As far as staying on schedule goes, I am also somebody who was diagnosed with ADHD before college and was able to take care of things enough to be on the dean's list regularly. What helped me was thinking about the next right thing. Thinking about the entire picture was just overwhelming, but when I just focused on what was directly ahead of me, it was easier to take that first bite of the apple.
You have a great attitude and I think you will go far, just from this brief interaction online.
Good luck, OP!
Ayden White
Is picrel real? How did that happen?
Gabriel Cook
You also have a great attitude! I appreciate the advice, focus on whats directly ahead of me, got it!
its nice to see this kind of positivity on the board, I'm sure there's plenty of anons who need it more than I do, so seeing this makes me smile :)
Jason Nguyen
Thanks you, I hope you have a great day. Keep it up.
Xavier Jenkins
I made it in Photoshop!
Sebastian Rodriguez
I'm extremely hypersexual and trying not to relapse. it's not going great. it's a really dark road to go down and I don't want to go down it again but I am losing control of myself and I can feel it. I think I might have some kind of hormonal or psychiatric disorder.
Angel Morgan
I am glad you are aware of a problem and are willing to do something about it (I hope that isn't patronizing). Do you have a path or know of any tools or have support? I hope you do, you deserve peace and happiness.
I am rooting for you.
Connor Collins
it's not patronizing at all.
I don't really have any tools for support or anything, but tbh I don't think a support group would really help all that much. it's hard to explain. most of avoiding relapse just has to do with not getting horny in the first place. it's tougher than you'd think considering sex is everywhere, in more places than you'd think.
Jason Diaz
let's see your tits
Alexander Allen
I've heard that sex issues can be tougher in certain ways—"The killer is always in the house." You can't just avoid a bar like with alcohol issues or avoid the casino for gambling issues.
Tools can be helpful! I'm sure you have heard of many tools, so I won't list some that have helped me with some issues I have had in the past. Hang in there. I hope it gets better.
William Collins
>How are you doing?
Fine
>Can you tell me what's going on in your life, good or bad
Got made redundant so looking for work, had my 1st phone interview which was a success, now I just need to complete a demonstration and get security clearance
>and I will try and brighten your day?
Thanks but don't bother. How you doing?
Attached a pic of my mates spg recipe he uses, it's awesome in burgers or on steak
Juan Bennett
Asking was enough. Thanks user. Essentially I'm terrified. I'm a disabled only child. I will not be able to help my parents as they become incapacitated by age. I hate America with the fury of a thousand suns.
Matthew Cox
What disability do you have, user? o.o
Ayden Martinez
What are your opinions on bestiality and zoophilia, OP?
Landon Martinez
Cerebral palsy, and a plethora of emotional issues.
Justin Scott
Oooh... Fuck, I'm not an expert on that specific condition, but... It is certainly hard. It's not your fault, and it's not your obligation to care for your parents, user. How does it affect you personally, though? There's a lot of jobs and professions that don't require that you move a lot, or do strong work. ;;
Tyler Lee
It's not an issue of work it's an issue of healthcare. Virtually no one can afford proper elder care in this country insurance or no. I don't just need a job I need to a fucking congressman. I just am so scared for their future and mine. Anyway, thanks for the vent. Good luck to you user, stay kind.
Michael Thompson
I'm so sorry. I get how hard healthcare for disabled or conditioned people can be. My younger brother has very low-functioning autism, schizophrenia, and has had seizure issues as a child. And trying to get the government or private proffessionals help us has been a pain in the ass. Everything regarding quality healthcare is so goddamn expensive...
Even my meds, which are antidepressants, are quite expensive. There's no use worrying for the future, for we can do nothing about it. The only thing we can do right now is try to live the present as best as we can.
Look, user. If you've survived this long and still maintain a smart, eloquent head over your shoulders, I'd consider it a win. Living in this world and not going insane is a fucking triumph, so be kind to yourself.
OR ELSE.
Kayden Ross
Feel like shit, on vacation with a friend but still miserable, I feel like I have nothing going for me and I have no motivation to do anything anymore. you don't need to make me feel better, but thanks for giving me a place to vent a bit of my frustration. hope you have a good day OP