Be me

>be me
>not beautiful enough for women to flock to me, not ugly enough for people to feel sorry for me
>18 and still a virgin
>never had any childhood friends for being fat
>after a year of fasting and losing weight I ended up looking just like any other nerdy white guy
>Any hopes I had to develop social skills before 18 died when the pandemic started
>The only gf I ever had was a girl who was just as desperate as I was and came running to me when she saw I was now skinny
>we broke up because she didn't want to fuck
>I'm now alone, jobless, living in momma's house
>can't find a job, and my parents don't want to help me get out of their house
>I hate my country (brazil)
>I hate brazillian culture and everything it represents
>I hate waking up at 7 am to watch some stupid scripted college online "class"
>I hate what I see in the mirror
>I hate being introverted
>I hate being a mutt and the fact that even if I married some norwergian aryan my children would still probably be dark-haired and brown-eyed and it is all my fault
>I think I've never cried with joy
>I don't have any good childhood memory that isn't related to stupid videogames I'm now too old to find joy with
>my greatest regret was not killing one of my childhood bullies when I had the opportunity to
>I don't have any dreams or ambitions that weren't shattered a long time ago
>the only reason I don't put a bullet a bullet in my head is the faint hope that maybe, just maybe, things might get better but every day it gets harder to believe it

I'm crying

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boohoo oooooooo aaaaaa woman no like meeeeee boooohoooooooooooooo

thats not the reason I'm crying you retard. I had a gf and didn't like it.

Dude, you've just barely started living an adult life.
If you want to be attractive, work out, have hobbies, find friends, find a job you enjoy and generally do shit that gives your life meaning outside of being in a romantic relationship.
If you're a content and successful through your own power, you'll attract romantic partners.

He's white in Brazil. It's over before it even started. Sorry OP, do everyone in Brazil a favour, kill a bunch of niggers and an hero

Huh, where are you from, you seem to be suffering from the same kind of dumb as op is.

> whaaaaa whaaaa whaaaaa

Fuck off to shiddit with the rest of the crybabies.

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I've left hueland for similar reasons 12 years ago

it gets better user, i hadnt even kissed until i was 20 or so, though i guess i never got too jaded to stop liking videogames

Fucked up two uni courses throughout 9 years of my life, went from fit to blob in a year due to a harsh surgery.

And yet life is good

Just do something about being a whinny bitch, that's step one out of thousand

Whiny user, whinny is a sound horses make.
Otherwise you're good.

>Just do something about being a whinny bitch
like what? i'm too poor for therapy

> 18
> has actually had a gf before
> parents happy for you to live with them so you don't have to worry about where to live
You have no idea what real hopeless and sadness is OP. If you really fuck up for the next 20 years you might find out though.

What you mean by you had the opportunity too?kill your childhood bully i mean

I don't want to go to jail, buddy.

Before you even think about getting a girlfriend you need to figure out what value you bring to any relationship. Being a poorfag living with your parents and playing video games is zero value. A woman wants a man that can provide a safe environment for children to flourish.

Figure out how to contribute to society through a job that pays you money, or just kill yourself if you aren't going to try to do that.

Forget working out. Get a fucking job. Plenty of fat people have wives. Jobless, homeless, poorfags don't.

Why should I care about a wife?

Nej, that is not what a horse sounds like.

>18
You could not be any younger.
Stop going on Any Forums, start working out and lifting weights, eat like crazy, sleep 8 hours every night. Look to google images for fashion tips, or just the internet. Style your hair. As a man, your hair should look deliberate.

lel you're 18

lighten up, francis

Like what was the oppurtunity?

It's to make you like yourself, so you will be happy, and also attract women.
The testosterone boost from working out will clean your pipes.

Med bro here. Sounds like you’ve got depression. Lots of non med bros will tell you that you don’t need meds, but it sounds like you do. Yolo, literally. You can sit and squander your life and not get help or stop being a pussy and fix the root cause.

whinny
/ˈwJni/

noun: whinny; plural noun: whinnies

a gentle, high-pitched neigh.

verb
verb: whinny; 3rd person present: whinnies; past tense: whinnied; past participle: whinnied; gerund or present participle: whinnying

(of a horse) make a whinny.
"the pony whinnied and tossed his head happily"

he is 18
he wont get the reference

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Because you won’t have time to sit there moping and feeling sorry for yourself when you’re balls-deep inside a good woman on a daily basis

We got out of the bus in the same place. It was late in the night, we were alone in a dark street and I had a metal pipe in my backpack for a science project we had done earlier.

Why should I feel sorry for not having a wife?