SEXUAL SECRETS THREAD (9/20)

>coffee gets me off
How does that work, exactly? Does "gets me off" mean the same thing in your world as it does in mine?

>met a 13 yo that was into K-pop through a language exchange app
>Facetime for some weeks with her getting naked on cam
>Invite her at my place, she says yes
>Cuddles, giggles and kisses
>Making out
>Hand in panties
>She says "no" repeatly
>Kept going
>Take her pants off, then mine
>Put her hand on my hard cock
>Handjob while I finger her
>Make her blow me
>Get between her legs
>She says "no non"
>She wet, slipping in
>"It hurts"
>Keeped on
>Moments later she's on top moving her hips on her own and moaning.
>Met her 3 more times before she told me she had a bf and felt guilty
>Still got some nudes after that
>She suddenly blocked me
>Don't really care, had another pussy less than a week later.

Did you enjoy it? 7 is pretty fucking young, real pedo territory. How did it end?

Was the babysitter a guy or a girl?

i just mean up all night wanting to cum over and over

tweaker-lite

Ah, okay, I translated "gets me off" as "gives me an orgasm." Wrong slang, apparently.

Caffiene literally has no effect on me at all, strangely enough.

A situation in my life has made me question whether i am or perhaps have always been a sociopath to some extent.

I'll try to summarize but basically about 8 years ago i was definitely a coomerbrain porn addict. I groomed and molested my neighbors 12 year old daughter for a few weeks before my family moved, didn't keep in touch with her but i did continue to stalk her somewhat online.
About 2 years ago she actually did come forward on a national radio station because they had dedicated a series of interviews to talking with victims of abuse in all forms. I contacted her after that under false pretenses of course, saying that i was just some random person who wanted to tell her how strong she was for surviving through the years of trauma. I tried to not make it into just some "hi just wanted to tell you" kind of conversation but actually managed to get her to continue the conversation after that and stay in touch. This continued for over a year, getting closer and closer until just about a month or two ago where i decided to go for it and ask if she wanted to start dating. She said yes and it became even easier after that to get her to send some nudes and eventually bring her over to my place to dick her down.
For this years valentines she sent me a long text about how she's so lucky to have me in her life and that she never thought she would recover enough from her trauma to start dating and having sex ever again but that someone with a "heart of gold" like me was the perfect person to make her come out of her shell and tear down her walls. We're planning to have an entire day of various romantic activities this coming monday. Now i've started questioning myself if i should ever tell her the truth about who i am and how i got in contact with her and why, because the truth is that i still have some of the videos and pics she sent me back when she was 12 and i masturbate to them a few times a week.

disliked the very 1st encounter but once he made me cum i was addicted. i loved or at least liked it 99% of the time

sci-fi
self report

How's she not going to recognize you?

married college professor
hooked up with student half my age last semester

>Me and gf got pretty into drugs at college
>Room mate was black but frowned on drug use??
>Ended up owing our dealer cash, we didn't have
>Gf said she would blow room mate for cash, i was fucked so didnt stop it
>weirdly liked it ended up fucking her while she sucked his dick
>she left, roommate asks if that was okay. "Dude I was high as fuck and its her choice". "Also you gave us way too much so that tonight sorted".
>that night came, roommate out playing basketball. We go big i just completely pass out
>wake up to sound of slapping, his 9" is just slamming my girlfriend
>its like watching porn but with people you know
>start jerking off, she spots me and starts moaning for me to help her, she cant stop this... he chokes her before she says it and starts hate fucking
>she is loving it, i came
>she sees me spraying all over and cums
>He finishes in her
>She walks over and sits in my lap
>Could feel his cum dripping onto my dick
>He goings to bed
>she falls asleep in my arms.

Had two other things happen with them before I ended it. shall I cont?

I don't seed torrets. I fap to memories not to porn. Lastly I've had sex with 119 different people and I'm only 24 years old. 2 of them were femboys, the rest were women, and I was paid for it most of the time. Also never used a condom, so I have more than a few kids out there.

Lol solid LARP, vivid detail - you are definietly mentally ill.

definitely, hot stuff. what drugs? assuming dope since you mentioned passing out and your girlfriend becoming a whore to feed the habit

What is the college's policy on student and professor relationships? Who initiated this and how?

She hasn't so far, I did start putting a lot more effort into my appearance once my family moved because i wanted to escape the porn addiction and other behaviour or things that just made it worse for me. It also helped that she didnt remember or bother to go look for what my name was, full name that is. She did mention she was a bit reluctant to talk to me at first because i shared the name of her abuser (yeah go figure, right?) but had made a conscious decision not to let trauma define how she treats certain people if they happen to have that name.
It also helps that i have very little contact with my family these days, that way if she ever wanted to meet them i think i would just say that im estranged or that i've gone no contact for reason xy and z. if that doesnt work i'll just pray that the topic doesnt ever come up that they recognize her or she recognizes them and that we used to be neighbors or something, it's risky but part of me is just still thinking "it's worth the risk/i dont care about the risk, i want to see how far this can go"

No, go kill yourself

i really like that these threads labor everything as larp, that way i dont have to worry about anyone reporting me. i'm sure i have some problems left after the coomerbrain phase but it does bother me how little it bothered me to just go for it and contact her just like that

>secret
I'm kind of attracted to that new female supervisor at work, not sure why. Maybe it's because she said she was in the Army (active duty, then reserves) at some point and I kind of have a uniform fetish because my mom is retired Army? Idk, it's really confusing.

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part of me still thinks i should but the part that is currently making all the decisions definitely says "nah just go for it" and then hope that things work out and that i can keep up the lie for years

This

yup just keep lyin'

My sister took some of my weed to smoke with her friend, I then blackmailed her for sexy pics

they're against the rules obviously, grounds for immediate firing. she initiated it more or less...toward the end of the semester she was struggling and kept coming to my office hours for help with stuff and our meetings gradually got more friendly/flirtatious than professional. one day she hugged me at the end and looked at me in a way...well, if you know, you know. we ended up meeting up at a hotel and hooking up a couple weeks later. wasn't explicitly a sex-for-grades thing but i ended up being a bit more forgiving on her final exam and research paper than with other students.

Me straight 41 male.
I posted on whisper about being horny.
Local gay dm's offering to come by for blow and go.
Me horny gives in and he comes by and drains me.
Damn good BJ.
He leaves. No names.
Month later have him come back.
Soft mouth and tongue ring.
Damn good BJ.
Never regret. Never tell gf.

wow you made out like a bandit!

now, for the rest of her life she knows her BROTHER is an incestuous predator

totally worth it

>wasn't explicitly a sex-for-grades thing
You don't know many women do you? Congrats on getting pussy half your age but that exact kind of manipulation is a behavior all girls learn.

I had sex with a half-comatose girl in a bathroom at a Halloween party. Then about 27 other guys found out there was free pussy and she ended up pregnant.

I hate to tell you this but yeah that's some fucked up shit and you should probably self report. Not that I think you're likely to do it anyway so out of curiosity, what will you ever tell her? If you continue to date then she'll want to meet at least someone from your family sooner or later, right? Wtf to do then?

you don't know what "explicitly" means do you? of course it was implied. we just didn't discuss it directly.

Someone fat

I was having an affair with one of my teachers in high school. He tired tk end things with me, but I didn't want to. He ended things so I cried rape. He ended up going to prison, his wife divorced him and everyone remembers him as a pedo. Funny thing is I initiated the entire thing and I still don't feel bad about it almost 15 years later.

It's fine, m8, and yeah you're probably right i dont think i have the balls for that, ironic that i had the balls to get in touch with her again though im guessing, lul.

I have skirted the topic and avoided it a little, but i think she has the impression or at least suspects that im not on good terms with the rest of my family for some reason or that i just naturally drifted away from them. as for if she does start to push the topic i'll make up something hopefully beliavable. i thank the lord everyday for the fact that our parents never made any effort to stay in touch after we moved so perhaps everyone has forgotten or at least wont remember at first glance or so, but im really not sure and as long as i am mostly not sure i dont think i wanna risk bringing her more into my life to start meeting friends and family and all that. but again, thats just my hopes anyway, this could all go to shit real quick if the circumstances change somehow or something unforeseen happens, which i sure hope it doesnt.

Fair enough. What made you take the chance on divorce losing the job etc?

hot, were you actually 7 when he took your virginity? And did you slut around with others when you were young?

assuming this is a larp but if not, you deserve to be raped for real. awful person.