How do I undo sissy hypnosis without further hating myself, Any Forums?

How do I undo sissy hypnosis without further hating myself, Any Forums?
I'm a handsome man. People say I'm handsome.

I must be going schizophrenic, because I keep imagining all these conspiracies trying to make me a woman. Right? I don't wanna be schizophrenic. But that must be it. Theres no other explanation because people don't randomly think up conspiracies.
Or maybe it really is one?

No I'm schizophrenic for sure. Surely...

Anyway I have to undo years of watching sissy porn before I start harming I'm handsome, manly body.

I know you most if you dont get it at a deeper level; you'll say things like YNBAW. I need more than that Any Forums I need someone who really gets this and can cure me of this bullshit that randomly happened to me. I cant talk to my therapist about it, even. Not much. He doesn't say much but that he'd accept whatever I am or decide... and discussing it with him once made me feel uncomfortable. Look just help me okay?
How do I stop this? How do I stop thinking about it?

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Dont tell me to ask a fucking tranner btw. Ive spoken to them.

I just touch it like I touch my penis then I finish with both at the same time.

Second I dress like a necromancer and I avoid any underwear. It helps too.

And last but not least I fuck females in missionary position and I suck cock on Grindr.

I've been living like this for years and to be honest I thought I was completely alone, until today.

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>Touch it like I touch my penis
Im not quite sure what you are saying here
>Dress like a necromancer
So gothic?

Just dress unisex.

You were thirsty for joy which is why you stumbled on sissy porn and found hydration in it, but at least you're smart enough to know that it's sewer water and is full of shit hehe.

I suggest finding paradise on things that actually matter, like playing an instrument or spending time with someone. We do things that aren't us at all when we are desperate like someone eating their own shit when they're out of options like trapped.on an island and is hungry.

Your day is an empty canvas and I suggest coloring it with true beautiful and meaning colors and stop using sewer water to paint it.

I also suggest dopamine detoxing. Start feeding your true self man, you clearly want woman because you're asking for change and I'm giving you a birds eye view of the maze you're in.

I guess...

But what if I wish I could dress differently than that? But I cant.

Y-yeah its sewer water... Haha... Sewer water...

Okay so, I'll think about that. Ill try doing meaningful things.

Stop using the internet and like 90% of your problems will go away.

I've no reason to have sex with men or women anymore :)

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sissy hypno is incredibly dank but you can't just watch that shit willy nilly, try smoking weed and taking a hot shower once a week, use a soap or body wash that you actually enjoy smelling, if you're healthy, eat ice cream every day, adopt a cat

If you're being serious, pick up hobbies which genuinely bring you joy and fascinate you, try a bunch and see what sticks, I highly reccommend you pick up meditation and quit being a faggot

... Yeah I'm not going to stop being bi though, user.
I guess I could try that.
That sounds lonely to me, user...

We have multiple experts over at minichan.org

Actually, maybe I should stop being bi.

Your lifestyle makes you want to live like a woman. Find ways to embrace your masculinity start working out focus on what you really want in life and don't chase women so hard.

Im not chasing women...
I just sometimes wish I was one so I could feel a dick in me or see what lesbian sex is like. Of course I also want to fuck a woman, but...

I dont know what about my "lifestyle" would be making me feel such a way. I'm a foreveralone engineering student whose too shy to date any one any way and only recently accepted this idea of me being bisexual. Ive also wanted to crossdress and be like a female. Maybe not totally feminine, but just have breasts, have a feminine jaw, shoulders hips, and be able to freely like certain things and act certain ways.

But thats just fantasy. There must be other people who have found peace with this without making themselves ugly snd turning into a monster that no one would love.

It didn't bother me for a long time, really, and I'm not sure how present all of it was, but then I started asking about it because I thought "well, with my fetishes and all, maybe it would be a good idea to learn about this". Then someone said some things that made me think.

Granted, those are all fantasies.

I think this is gonna take a really, really long time to understand and accept, whatever truth is behind all of this shit.

Why even care so much about dressing like the opposite gender?
Clothing is all about formality and woman clothes are made to make their bodies comfortable while being formal at public

This is a problem that people who degrade sex so much will have.
The ultimate version of sex is only having it with one partner after marriage this making the act all about love and embrace.
It's definitely hard but that's how sex are supposed to be on the minds of humane people

Okay like I know this, user. Whatever I need to take time to myself.

I dont know I thought coming here would do much. Fucks sake.

The truth is that you're a man and you've been told lies. You are not a female you can never even come close to looking slightly feminine. You are better off trying to workout and focus on that. Not only will working out help with your mental and physical health but it'll also raise your T levels which will make you feel more like a man and you'll be 100x more confident than you ever were. All of us start out skinny no one goes into a gym big.