Why is it that outside Any Forums I have relatively normal wants and needs, but every single day this fucking board wakes a misogynistic wannabe-rapist in me? I know I'm not that person, and I hate the fact that I browse Any Forums like a damn addict and get off to female-hate threads and jerk it to gore and rape stuff here. Why the fact does it work like that? Like I'm genuinely fascinated and repulsed by this, I can't explain it. Outside Any Forums I'm almost a fucking feminist. Here however? Post a gore video about a woman getting fucked to death and I'm instant diamonds and I can't stop myself from jerking off to it. I've literally felt physically sick after masturbating to the stuff I've seen here, yet I always come back.
Why am I like this? Why are you like this? How do I stop?
If it is making you miserable, then stop. First, try a few days without it; and see how that goes. Try exercise, like "Bring Sally Up" push-up challenge.
>why the fact does it work like that? why the fuck, that is
The thing is it's not even making me miserable, it's just something I don't like about myself. And I've tried. At one point my internet was down for a week and I didn't think anything misogynistic ONCE. When it started working, it took less than 15 minutes until I was jerking it to a thread about abused women.
Also, this phenomenon doesn't affect me in other ways. Opinions on politics or values or shit like that doesn't change despite being here. It's just women and how I think about them, and what excites me.
"You" are a barely original copy paste of a human being. Every human has all the good and all the evil inside at all times. Quit pretending your ego means anything and realize youre cut from the same cloth as serial rapists murderers etc. Theres nothing to be conflicted about. Who made you hate being human OP? I think its wild that i could grow up on the early internet exposed to everyfuckingthing like theres basically nothing i havent jacked off to my whole life up until my mid 20s when i went irl and everythings been fine i dont have weird sex hangups and ive never fantasized about raping some bitch i see in public or babies or giant plants eating me or dead bodies or horse pussies or a hole in the couch or anything ive jacked off to. Turns out the internet isnt real life, quit confusing yourself and jack off to whatever the fuck. Once you get a life and stop getting online as much it all goes away.
Thomas Cox
I'd also like to point out that I'm in contact with women outside internet daily, whether friends, family, co-workers or women I date and so on. Again, the thought of brutalising them never occurs to me, and I'd never want them to experience that.
While I'm here, I always, ALWAYS think about stuff like that, almost obsessively. Outside Any Forums it's a sickening idea, but here I fucking live and breathe that shit.
I never said anything that would be in conflict with anything you said. And I genuinely don't think that the need to jerk off to women being brutalised is normal. I think we all have the capacity for the kind of thoughts that enable that and we're capable of doing so, but it's not still normal.
We can all kill ourselves, we can all murder someone else. Yet the vast majority of us never does either of those things. Having the ability to do evil isn't the same as doing it, or stooping down to a level where you normalise it.
And I do understand the difference between reality and fantasy. But I also think that there's something inherently conflicting between my fantasies and my fantasies on Any Forums. I genuinely think this board affects our minds negatively in that sense.
Whatever dude, you are confused as fuck. Read what you just wrote a few times. Everyone does this, its all normal. You not liking reality has nothing to do with it. Man up and accept being fucking human before you reproduce and pass down all this ignorance.
Asher Phillips
Sado-masochism and actual fucking sadism are two different things, though.
I mean, yeah, I am, that's why I made this thread. But I don't think I am in the way you seem to think. Again, being capable of evil and aknowledging it is different than fetishising it. Latter is mental illness. And this board brings it out.
this pic is not hot, bitch has a fucking concave ass and needs to eat some food and hit the squat rack.
Logan Jenkins
Unfortunate ideas and fantasies are not normal per say. They aren't uncommon, but being common is quite different from being normal which implies 'good'. In my opinion it isn't 'good' to encourage behavior that is 'normal' simply because it exists. It's not ignorance. It's an opinion. Also, projecting much? I don't fantasize about raping corpses. I'm sure there are many swell people who have, but it isn't "the human experience".
Thomas Stewart
I like all sorts of bodies, and can appreciate many different shapes. Some asses are like that, and I can dig it. I just pick random pictures from my ass folder while posting. Is this more to your liking?
Youre just bored. Masturbation and pornography mixed together can become very addicting. Youre seeking novelty behavior. Youre conscious that its making you feel bad, so try to figure out how YOU can stop yourself from doing it. That is true for any addiction. You gotta stop yourself.
Cooper Robinson
To quit fappoing, you need a hobby that requires aggression to succeed. Running or lifting are both great options. Can't perform well after you coom.
Gavin Garcia
I recognize and admit it's an addiction, but I don't much consume porn outside Any Forums, even when it's available, and those rare times I do, it's just regular vanilla stuff and not some horrid rape porn.
I go jogging and I'm in decent shape, everything considering. My life is mostly in order, and I have hobbies. I don't even masturbate that much outside Any Forums.
The other guy was giving you good advice. It's much different to think something vs do something. You arent a murderer if you think about murder. Just relax and stop doing it if you are hurting. You would probably benefit from therapy too.
Gabriel Gutierrez
I know I'm not a murderer if I think about it. But thinking about murdering someone is different than actually getting off to the idea of doing so when presented with actual material of someone getting murdered. I don't think about raping women. I can't get off to acted rape. I don't get aroused when talking about it. But when I see an actual video of it happening here, I can't stop myself from getting turned on.
