I'm tired of jerking off to fucked up porn. Realization has made me sick vomit for 5 days now. I want to kill myself. I can't even get hard to have sex or get hard to even some the hard-core stuff I watched. I jerk off 2 - 5 times a day for most of 6 years now. Can anyone relate?
I'm tired of jerking off to fucked up porn. Realization has made me sick vomit for 5 days now. I want to kill myself...
Liam Morris
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Joshua Hall
Bump.
John Brown
Yes, the first thing you need to do is stop porn, you don’t need to stop masturbating for the time being. Just stop porn. If you can somehow make it impossible to watch porn then you will massively reduce the rate at which you masturbate
Julian White
I'm suffering the same way. I even couldn't perform when I met a girl on tinder. I kept trying to stall her by pretending to put the ball in her court as far as sexuality is concerned. The fact that I didn't show any interest in sex with her made her absolutely crazy. She even tried to blow me at a restaurant we went to. Finally she cornered me at her apartment to where there was no escape. I went through all of the motions but I could only get a semi. Groping her tits, making out, putting my fingers into her super wet pussy, it all did nothing for me. She pretended to understand but she's ghosted me.
Sebastian Cooper
I used to get off to less extreme things. But now when I jerk off I get pedo thoughts. I don't like it, I like girls my own age. But the thoughts are so extreme I chase the high of orgasming. I also primarily jerk off to interracial porn and Incest. I want to be sexually normal. I have been addicted to porn since I was around 14 or so. I like girls my age, but these pedo fantasies deeply disturb me. I'm question if I even am a pedo, I've always liked and kept up with girls my age but my porn addiction has completely skewed my views on sex. I'm so sick for days that I'm deeply depressed and always feel like vomiting.
Matthew Harris
I'm fine with jerking of to the ultra weird shit I do, and I still get erections just fine.
Dylan Wood
You are looking at jerking off as a hobby and pretending your libido is greater than it actually is. You shouldn't jerk off unless you are uncontrollably horny so like once a day is reasonable as preventative maintenance. If vanilla porn doesn't cut it then you need to wait instead of trying to force yourself to jerk off. Even after so many years here on Any Forums I still skip anal sex scenes in porn or abusive shit maybe it's me who is weird
Lucas Brooks
Incest porn is regular porn without sound.
Owen Gutierrez
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Isaac Campbell
Sounds like you have a sexual addiction. You may need to see a therapist for that. Sometimes you can't deal with things on your own and need professional help.
Nathaniel Thompson
Do you think im a pedo? I don't think of young girls that way in real life only when the normal porn isn't cutting it. I've jerked off to every genre imaginable but this guilt about that sort of fantasy is disturbing me and making me so sick, I've been anxiously shaking since I've been wondering if I am one.
Anthony Adams
I think you have OCD or something tbh.
Could just be run-of-the-mill self-hate, but idono.
Michael Williams
Only you would know. Sounds like to me you're spiraling similar to someone chasing a high off of heroine. The more depraved and darker the taboo, the more the high. The fact that you're taking exception with your behavior is a good sign.
Jackson Ortiz
I told my mom about these porn thoughts. She said she just thinks I jerk off too much and that I'm doing what you said, chasing the high. I stay attracted to girls around my age but can't get it up due to years of excessive masterbating. I'm heart broken that I'm this way. I'm worried I won't ever find a good wide and have a family. My primary jerk off material has been interracial for about 4 years.
Jace Cook
>I also primarily jerk off to interracial porn
Time to end yourself tragically. Your family as well, perhaps.
Nathan Powell
How does one get rid of a pegging porn addiction. Its ruining my performance, I stay hard watching that than regular porn
Aiden Turner
buy a dildo?
Gabriel Kelly
I want to get rid of it entirely
Julian Moore
Its easy, STOP BATING!!!! No-fap really does reconfigure the brain. and eventually no fucked up shit needed to get ya going
Ryan Wright
Sure. I'm pretty sure I've gone further than you, m8. At one point I couldn't even cum to war crimes or amputation torture anymore.
Just stop jerking off for a fortnight, maybe a month if it's really severe. It's seriously that simple. Just stop.
Lincoln Moore
the easiest way is to get a girlfriend. if not get a dog. of course you could still jerk off with the dog around but it might give you long enough distraction to snap out of it. and other option takes extreme will power which you do not appear to have. you need to do something that will take up long bouts of your time.
Samuel Martinez
Stop doing it then. If you deprive yourself your ability to get it up will reset
Nolan Carter
When you have an addiction problem, the only way to change is to hit rock bottom, because you have to be so disgusted with yourself that you want a different life. Speaking with a sexual addiction therapist will give you coping skills, and also possibly help you explore why you're pouring so much energy into this destructive behavior. Also, consider the people you care about and how this issue is affecting them. This may give you more inspiration to become better. Your mom sounds amazing. You're very lucky.
Matthew Carter
This is true. Idle hands are the devil's playground.
Gabriel Thompson
how am i gonna get my #1 victory royale if I can't rub one out to enhance my play?
Noah Robinson
buy a vibrator?
Bentley Collins
>I told my mom about these porn thoughts
Maybe you can't get it up for other reasons
Ethan Hughes
what if I want to reprogram to only get horny for specific things, like seeing my gf naked. how do I go about that
Xavier Powell
Do NOT tell a therapist that you're a pedo for fucks sake. That guy is trying to ruin your life
Christian Nelson
I have no idea the fuck you're talking about.
Jaxon Jackson
But I'm not a pedo. I've had gas around my age and I watch adult porn.
Brody Russell
A therapist will only report you if they think you're a danger to yourself or others. As long as you tell them you've no intent on actually acting on your pedo impulses they legally cannot go to the police or disclose information about you. The only time they would is if you gave them reason to believe you were actually planning to kidnap or rape a child.
Connor Sanchez
I have a good relationship with my mother.
Jacob Walker
I never said to say he's in to pedo stuff. A sexual therapist would only explore the behavior, not the specific porn.
Don't listen to him. I think he misunderstood me.
Jack Peterson
nice try special agent
if you're really so special then why do you have to do so much paperwork huh?
Colton Adams
replace porn with hentai
Kevin Smith
It's not so bad. But I go through black markers like you wouldn't believe.
Ian Price
for the most part what im seeing in this tread is guys who are depressed and are trying to cope with porn...so let me help you out a bit..if you have just stopped being young yourself..sry it sucks becoming an adult but it beats the alternative, that being death, so join the club we all wish we could go back..try exercising, nothing crazy even a walk will work wonders..if you think you are a pedo because you think 14 year olds are hot...your not, everyone find youth attractive, just dont talk about it like the rest of us..and if you are jerking off to stuff that makes you mad at yourself, ask yourself if it is really worth feeling that bad for a moment of pleasure..hope this helps..