>depression
>fail uni
>dont't do any programming for 2 years
>can't find a job
>can't do basic codibly tasks
>ffw a week ago
>revise basics
>watch vids of others solving random interview problems
am I stupid or unqualified
should I focus on quality learning or
focus only on things that will get me a job
You sound like a genetic dead end.
Play world of warcraft.
I came back from this and you can too. It takes some time. Go get a fun job with people your age before it's too late and get laid. You'll be a much better programmer after getting your dick wet I promise.
Buy a 6 Month Sub and the Epic edition as well , if you can.
you sound like you need something to cherish, if only yourself
start an onlyfans where you shove cotton swabs in ur urethra
maybe
I have a different mmo of choice but for more sophisticated times
being an incel is not a problem with me
I will be so happy when I make it
the only thing thats left for me
to finally be complete
this hurts too much
i'm going to dock ur small cocklet, are u cut?
nah and I am giga sensitive
apparently my mom had to jerk me off with a special lube when I was young cause ny foreskin was tight
tight tight
Just look into something that isn't computing related like Burger King or being a bartender or some shit
ya same, my mom had sex with me too, u gotta deal with the trauma man. that's the only way forward, believe me i've been there. i flunked out of college, was an alcoholic.
warframe?
to find a job for sure I only need to
revise algorithims
revise sql
revise how to use git
learn basics of spring/rest...
my plan A cause programming is plan B ngl
is to work at a gas station only nightshifts though
I swear it was a medical condition
besides she gave up 3 sessions in cause I was too sensitive and ticklish
and I stayed this way kinda nice cause blowjobs make me do the agehao face
an old korean mmo no point naming it
its shit but its my nostalgic shit
I wish I chose to be a hair dresser
mby in the future mby never
good luck user, I know how it feels
go do a warehouse production type job, get on a line or a machine 8-4 for a few weeks. get back into programming on your own time.
What kind of job are you looking for? Webdev, CybSec, IT, Data science, what? If you want to learn how to code just for the sake of it, you are not made for this field, I'm being honest because it doesn't end with just some fizzbuzz algo made in c
Just keep trying user. I eventually got a job because a company tasked me with something practical during the interview process (build a small crud website) rather than theoretical and I beat out everyone else.
A few years down the line I learned what some other people had submitted for the task... One interviewee submitted a 3 page essay on why he couldn't do the task (it amounted to writers block but for programming or something) but stated in the essay would be really good hire anyway. Another submitted some bare HTML which was copy pasted from an existing website.
A lot of people are absolutely fucking useless and in the wrong industry. If you're one of these people user, my comiserations. If you're not at the level of submitting essays in place of code then there's hope for you. Keep trying.
Try CNC machining. If you are a half good coder you can probably be a good machinist, and it pays decent.
>depressed
>'friend' steals lots of monies from me
>lose job
>shitload of debt
>failing interviews 1 by 1 and don't improve afterwards because depressed
>total interview count: 45
>getting more depressed after each interview
>had to live on a couch in my friends' apartment
>moved back to my mom's house
>what a fucking disgrace
>even more depressed
>want to kilmasel
>go to a psychiatrist, get magic pills prescription
>can't coom because of pills lol
>still depressed but yeah
>start working for stupid dumbassess around me and their shitty startups
>salary is fuckall, but I'm slowly building a portfolio. code is shit btw, but at the end nobody will care
>stupid dumbassess say that they don't have any monies left to pay me
>get a fulltime job in a shitty company with incompetent douchebags
>still depressed
>get an interesting opportunity to work on a project, related to outside activities
>mood gets better after I feel what I can do
>I'm kinda alright now
>Slowly become interested in all this stuff again, surround myself with related content on jootoob
>Start reading YDKJS, taking lots of notes
>Start getting into CS a bit deeper
>Start to feel alive a little
>'CTO' and 'lead' are starting to give me shit, because I know what Array.reduce() does and they don't (wtf lol)
>decide to quit this shitty job and find a better one
>stop caring about failing interviews, always take notes after the interview
>on a 3rd interview find a really cool job with really cool and competent people whom I can learn a lot from
>finally quitting magic pills
It gets hard, but just know, that you have the power, user.
Life's shit sometimes, but there are lots of people out there who can support you, you just have to find them.
You can do it, king.
>You can do it, king
No he can't.
you sound stupid and gay op
punch you are self in the balls
Yes he can, he just have to leave snakes like you out of his life lmao