Eating disorder recovery is going awful

i am trying to recover in order to study but i hate my body now that i gained weight and i keep puking because oily food,sweet food,other stuff etc makes me sick so i puke to feel better. I am so lonely i am trying to study but only cause i have to i wish i had a bf but not only i will be stiuuck in my town for uni but also i hate my body too much to have a bf

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don't care didn't read hole

Are you fat or something? What's the big deal?

Eat blander food when you're recovering from an ED

That sucks you should just eat clean but volume-style so everybody gets off your case. I hate oily food too it makes my face feel greasy I swear to God

no i am i gues bmi 19 now since i gained weight from 16 in recovery,the fuck how would i be fat
kys

you are right , any reccomedations you like? it sucks since sometimes i want to try other food and then regret it

also how do i buy new bigger clothes when i hate my body too much to try on stuff?

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Maybe bread with soup and noodles?
Veggies might be ok if the fiber doesn't bloat you, boil or steam them first, it'll make it easier to digest.

Listen I'm not a silly woman so idk how eating-disorder's work. 19 sounds pretty good for an anorexic. I'm just under 21 and people occasionally call me skinny.

yeah cant just volume eat since most veggies are hard to digest too

thanks ye i like thosse

I'm rooting for you user
Just keep with it

have you experienced it ? what about the body hate

I haven't experienced it, sorry user

>wish i had a bf i only study
the woman i love after like 4-5+ years ditched me to go back to uni and become a doctor, afaik she abandoned all her relationships and friendships outside of uni and barely talks to her family, does nothing but study and work. i wish she wanted me more than she wanted to study user.
as for hating your body idk, i would have to imagine that like most people having someone compliment you and reassure you they like your body would make you feel less bad about it.

Dry toast (carbs), beans (protein), bland cheese (fat).
Work out what nutrients you need that aren't adequately provided by the above, supplement them.
Brush your teeth twice a day, use 1500ppm fluoride toothpaste.
DON'T BRUSH RIGHT AFTER PUKING (mouthwash might be OK though, idk), just rinse, brush a couple of hours later.
You can probably easily get a bf, the question is would he still be good enough if you recover? You would be merely the latest of many opportunistic uptrading foids if you dump him once you're not too much of a crazy bitch to do better.
Both the advice and the misogyny are genuine, take it how you want.

>trying to feed an anorexic girl cheese
Good idea bro

>high fiber
>high fat
>dairy
>for ED recovery
She needs to slowly reintroduce calories and carbs using easy to digest food.

I prefer anorexic women
originally
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The Picture you choose is terrible and you deserve to die OP.

That's all i have to say.

how do you even got those refeeding syndrome symptoms with bmi this high?