Its over

Thats too bad cuz the only reason Id overlook your bpd is if you were a cute trans girl.

im not fat???
where did I say i was fat

You should pay guys to dare their friends to ask you out and mean it

Are you ugly? How would you describe yourself?

dude i literally said in the op that im ugly

What makes you ugly? In detail

>im never gonna know whats it like to have a boyfriend.
Don't worry, females always manage to get a partner, even the deformed ones.

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Don't fucking lie you brainwormed piece of shit. You're not saying/showing anything to help anyone other than yourself by bringing them down to your level. Hope you have a stroke

im ugly, dumb, boring, and cant hold a conversation for longer than a minute to save my life. I wish I wasnt born

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So, here's what's interesting to me.

There are girls out there like you, girls that cant compete in the modern dating scene. Maybe you cant flirt, maybe anxiety, maybe depression, maybe something else, but there is a reason that you cant be successful in the scene. But, understandably, some still want to date.

>Ok, so we have a subset of girls/women/females/wahteverdoesntoffendyou and of them. some want boyfriends. And?
There are, for all intents and purposes, unlimited men who would be with them. There are very many that would date them. There are a few that would marry them.

So what's the problem? They rarely meet each other. But when they do it's amazing. The most interesting couples that I've ever met were weird as fuck. Off the deep end. Completely bonkers. But, without question, more in love with each and and life than anybody I have ever met.

>Ok, neat (if true), how does anybody get there?
That's my fucking question. I think I am (and ofc I'm biased) a decent guy. I try to be understanding and kind to everybody, and I've had decent success. I try to meet as many people as possible, and have and do. I am basically professional at pretending to be somebody else as to explore society and society circles. The closest I've ever been to meeting the austistic sweetheart of my dreams is going to parties with people I met at college and meeting friends of friends invited. I met a few girls who were, almost what I described.

I know there are lots of girls that fit what I'm looking for. I know of them, many would be interested in me. I know if we meet and have a conversation that it'll lead to something more. But how? How can we meet? Even if you're reading this now, it's not like you can respond and we meet. Even if we passed each other on the street, how would we know?

Look, I'll always be looking. I'll never stop. But in my heart I've accepted that it might not happen, that we may never meet, and that I need to find meaning elsewhere.

>bringing them down to your level
I'm glad it bothers you.