>watch too much youtube is bad is bad
>still watch
why
>I need some interacton or go postal
Watch too much youtube is bad is bad
Hello here is interaction
what do you want to interact about?
what kinda videos do you watch? how can all of youtube be bad
LYLE WAKE UP THEY HIT THE PENTAGON
That's the problem, i do not enjoy personal interaction, i wan't to but just can't
>something bad in brain I think
Maybe you are interacting with the wrong people? I don't enjoy many personal interactions either. Sometimes I meet people that I like, though. Is there anything you think you'd enjoy in a person?
I have many friends, but when we meet its awkward and often interact better online
>scared of people?
I wouldn't say that I'm scared of people, I just don't get a lot out of most social interactions. I do better online, but it's pretty common for me to just not have friends. I guess I like being alone.
What makes it awkward for you? When I had IRL friends, it was usually awkward when we first met up for whatever, but as the day went on I'd loosen up.
>I mean myself
I never loosen up, I've known people for 10 years and never loosen up
I'm always nervious
>try to be nice but come off as apathetic
I see. Is there anything in particular that you're nervous about? I definitely get something similar to that feeling, I always feel out of place around people. How much less nervous are you interacting online?
they themselves i don't understand people irl
Yeah. People are hard to understand. Things are simpler online. Do you have a lot of online friends?
no, that was a lie
>just better at communicating, still clueless to social interaction
It is a lot easier to communicate online, there's less body language to try to decipher. Do you have any online friends? Do you do anything with them?
friends of years, very important people to me
>still we don't talk that much
It's ok not talk much, sometimes friendships are just like that. It's good that you have friends that have been with you for so long though. How old are you user?
>6 years old
When I was little I used to forget my age often
Do you often feel you can't say what you want or be blunt with others?
yes
>unless I'm about to go whacko angry
user please, I don't think you're 6 years old.
I used to forget right from left when I was a kid. I'd forget my middle name too.
>why do you speak like that?
This is the worst use of greentext I've sen literally randomly put every other sentence
I only remembered my first name for most my childhood
>used to write like that in highschool, doing it for fun
You got a mental disorder? You remind me a of schizophrenic I used to be friends with, I miss them.