Would getting molested by a big mommy milf at the age of 9 really would have changed your incel state today?

Would getting molested by a big mommy milf at the age of 9 really would have changed your incel state today?

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it either would have made me terrified of women or only into milfs.

She would've changed the state of my weenie, that's for sure

It wouldn't but I still want it to have happened

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it did

and I gotta say, while I am an optimist and I do see brighter futures for everyone, I am in a living hell nightmare that I cannot escape and feel like I have been doing an all nighter for nearly 20 years because real life isn't a fantasy it's an eternity

but hey I better add though, I'm basically responsible for the way my life has turned out so I better not give it that dramatic of an emphasis, but still it's never as simple as you think, really fantasies like that only exist as kinds of coping mechanisms and metaphors to the true desire of making sense of complicated, confusing, hazardous, or painful life changing events, I mean everything is sort of unbalanced in life in a weird way, and then it kind of has to correct itself to not lose its shape or something

and fuck I know I'm gibbering but I'll say one last thing, is that problem is that it is a happy memory, that gets less and less fond as you see how it has retarded you in certain ways, because it's not something that can exist suitably in this society and world of ours without being entirely covered in immensely negative connotations

but again, maybe I'm a bad example because things seems to have gone so out of control in my case, but I gotta give my 2 cents as one of the ones that went under the bus and no one seemed to notice

it wasn't a big mommy milf and it didn't stop at molestation but at least it was a female. and no, i can strongly say that it made me much worse. i would be a better man without that haunting me.

it's nice to think about but IRL I wasn't a cute shota at that age, I was just a disgusting little shit

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Maybe, maybe not, but I would have welcomed it either way. I was a horny ass kid.

So she wasn't pretty then?

i guess she was conventionally attractive, doesn't really figure into whether it was traumatizing or not though lmao

It absolutely does. Just like how women/girls don't want to be choked and psuedo-raped by ugly guys(unless it's a specific fetish for them of course,) guys don't wanna be molested by ugly women, and if you're calling her conventionally attractive that's usually a signal she was on the lower half of the average scale. I'm sorry an uggo touched your pp user.

i don't whatsoever agree with the thought process you're trying to express right now. them being very attractive would simply give you the ability to cope about it better i guess, regardless rape is a traumatizing experience. is there something about this you don't agree with or understand?

Shotacon still fucks young boys up like it does girls, it's just that guys usually consider it an "honour" or are too scared to admit it and just bottle it up. Sure it seems hot in doujins, but IRL that shit would not go down well
Would love an older gf to comfort me about all my insecurities, that would be pretty nice. But not for kids under 16 or so. The power dynamics are too different to be healthy

I really don't know, it's very difficult, perhaps impossible, to disregard my current horniness at the thought of putting my little hairless penis from back then in a big wet hairy vagina, while burying my face in soft boobs, and think about the situation objectively.
I can't even cope with relationships ending as an adult, so if I got dumped after turning from cute little boy into disgusting teenage boy, it would have been disastrous, possibly catastrophic.
I do wish it was formalised in society though. For example, ffter a suitable vetting process (checking for STDs, personality disorders, etc.) female heterosexual paedophiles could be given some sort of a "licence to molest" and ride the teenyweeny train. Maybe there could be after-school clubs established for this purpose, integrated with the sex education curriculum.

not him but i dont agree with that sentiment
if the woman is attractive and she didn't cause you physical pain, what's the problem? that seems like a cozy experience
how old were you, and how did you know each other?

goddamn thats hot, tell me more

3-4, i don't remember

Did you think I was remembering a past experience? Sorry user, just giving an imaginary example of why it's difficult to effectively answer the OP's question.
Or was it my ideas for reordering society?

It might have caused it I don't remember much of my childhood.