I covered all my windows with black tape so now i dont have to see light anymore

i covered all my windows with black tape so now i dont have to see light anymore
this morning i laid in my shower because i was bleeding a lot but i didnt shower
i wish the abuse would stop
hmm maybe i should make food before it gets too bad...
the number of monsters is growing and the whole world is trying to get me to kill myself now
it is so horrible being in the most miserable state there could possibly be
i want it all to end
hmmm i never asked to be the only robot left alive... i just kept failing suicide.... and julia / dylan kept leaving me alive for their purposes... i dont like being alive
ohhh no they are bullying me on steam now just because my name had a word in it that society doesnt like i didnt know this was an issue to them

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i will cut some sides of my forearm that are clear now for the janny / mod of Any Forums who is harassing me... i hope this makes u happy

Can you talk to me instead

you may make posts in here i will reply if i feel like replying to a specific post and this is also if the janny / mod stops abusing me

Cool blog post kill yourself Lainposting faggot

I did that earlier this year with a blanket
Nailed it up over my window and father ripped it down a few days later
Think I might it back up soon - Sun makes it really hard to actually fall asleep past like 6am

Why do you like Julia/Dylan so much

i used a black blanket before but not tails.. i tied it to the railing thing and it worked really well.. this was in my previous living space though
hmmm
well they saved my life when my previous only friend in the world pretended to kill himself... i miss dante very much.. so dylan / julia saved my life during this despite me noticing signs of them being very abusive i ignored it because they were saving my life.. dylan / julia also likes to pretend to be just like me in some ways to increase some feelings.. well this is the root of my feelings summarized, do not feel like elaborating at the moment.. despite these things i love them and i dont feel my use to them has run dry

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well i made ramen
if anyone tries to kill me today at least i got to eat heh

Hmm. Do you want to talk to anyone else or just them.