>be me, 21
>be into girls, struggle with relationships
>get fascinated with anal when I hit puberty, progressed into watching trans porn
>start watching porn on /gif/, get into gay porn
>decide to download grindr after thinking about it for a while
>text with some guys while horny
>wow a lot of retards on there
>try to meet up with some guy to suck his dick but waste an hour following his retarded directions to his place in a rural area at night, ditch it and meet up with some friends for beer
>next day, today, a couple of guys ghost me
>find some guy to suck his cock
>drive there, construction site in the middle of nowhere
>suck him off
>he seems more nervous than me, sucks my cock for a bit, doesn't say much when I ask him if I'm doing it right
>he cums on the floor, I collect my shit, "see ya" and leave
>it was aight, I feel aight
>drive home
>on my way home I wash my hands at a gas station because they smell like him
>realise it wasn't as good as I had thought I'd've been
>contemplate deleting the app, think about how I'd like to try anal but realise I can just use a dildo if I really want that sensation
>arrive home, scroll through the messages, delete the account, uninstall the app
>not ashamed, just kinda disgusted with this culture
I may be a closeted faggot but I quit before something stupid happened. Probably not gonna watch gay shit anymore, just kinda lost interest when I realised cock doesn't compare to pussy and while chicks can be bitchy and hard to get, they aren't disease-spreading faggots.
TLDR if your porn addiction ever led you to believe you're bi, you're probably not and it's not really worth trying, better be incel than faggot
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I really want to stop my porn addiction. At this point it makes me unbearably miserable. Also kudos on not getting an STD or anything
this was hot to read, i want a little closeted fag for a bf so i can peg him and make him look pretty, but also has to love me or at least pretend to
Had the exact same thing happen to me but I was the one getting my dick sucked. I couldnt cum and when it came to anal the texture of his asshole, mind you this was a shaved twink just felt disgusting. It was rough as fuck and it wouldnt even go in I just kept going soft on him and had to call it quits. I hate that I ever did that, I had to get drunk just to go through with it, I dont know how normies do hookups it just feels too weird. But b4 Any Forums I never even thought about hooking up with doods until I found out about traps. Not worth it bros.
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your post basically sums up how i feel about the gay community.
most of it are people who feel like they failed with getting girls, so they hesitantly try gay shit.
some of them, like you, drop it. others, develop some sort of stockholme syndrome where they think they actually enjoy it.
whenever that post nut clarity pops in, or they feel regret, they decide to double down on their faggotry because it's their newfound identity (doesn't help with all of the gay lgb shit floating around)
it's like an obese person. they're into eating healthy, but they struggle with maintaining a balanced diet. they're fascinated by fast food and how convenient it is, so they opt for that instead.
some put on a few pounds after a week and decide it's not for them.
others turn it into their identity and make a big ruckus whenever they get offended.
>TLDR if your porn addiction ever led you to believe you're bi, you're probably not and it's not really worth trying, better be incel than faggot
cool for you buti have been bi my entire life
You're literally just bi. Fuck why are you people so retarded
Very based, good on you for not calling face first into that mess. Most guys who think they're bi are just addicted to porn, bi guys aren't really a thing to begin with, male brains don't work like that. Bisexuality is exclusively a female characteristic.
the fact that I find cock appealing or enjoy anal doesn't mean I would actually enjoy gay sex or should act on these urges, partake in hookup culture and risk a lot of shit for the gay lifestyle
that's all
i had a gf and could barely manage to have sex, i got my dick sucked by a man and was harder than a diamond
this is just a bi-curious user exploring. it doesn't really have anything to do with gays
Do you think if it wasn't so impersonal, if you found a guy that was more loving and affectionate, it could have been a good experience?
OP here, it wasn't bad but it made me realise it's not for me, if the encounter was "loving and affectionate", I'd probably feel uncomfortable, not go through with it and at best remain friends. The thing is I never found men attractive romantically, I'm not attracted to men's perfume, facial features, personalities, I never had a crush on a male friend etc, it was purely sexual
if I were to hook up with a woman just to pleasure her orally, I'd seek connection and affection rather than avoid them. I could've met up with some dude looking for a relationship but I don't feel the need for affection from a man. I have friends who are really good looking, smart, funny guys, I've never felt anything romantic towards any of them like I've done towards my platonic female friends throughout the years. I just find cock appealing in porn and enjoy stimulating my prostate, maybe, perhaps, I'd have some romantic interest in trans women, I don't know but I definitely don't have it for men.
this is the most disingenuous post i've seen in weeks. you're a rabbi, so no wonder 13 year old boys (who are, mind you, men in your religion) sucking your dick makes you hard.
it's full circle from when you sucked them off at their bris.
i don't think so. i am antisemitic
Sounds like your average pornography addiction story.
>tfw went out drinking with two old friends
>lose one and found another in a big group
>start talking to people in the group
>start talking to this girl, tells me she is trans
>i couldnt fucking tell at all
>takes my phone and adds her on insta
>invites me back to a house party but ive got to get my bro back home
>get him home
>get so lonely i actually consider meeting the trap for a date as they suggested
should i just block and move on bros? feel like i should after reading this thread and the fantasy should stay fantasy
it doesn't hurt to go on a date and talk if you feel like it, it doesn't mean you have to hook up
maybe if you go on a date you get to like them or maybe you'll realise you are only romantically interested in cis women
if you go through with it, be prepared to stop it if you don't feel it instead of dragging it unnecessarily. if you don't really feel it now, don't start anything
wow user, you're basically my ideal woman
oh wow, a self hating jew. never heard of that before.
uh huh. well what is so disingenuous about my story?
bro its all i can think about since meeting her desu, ive been with cis women before but it was nothing like talking to her im too spineless to message her though i guess
was this the bar user?
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you still haven't denied being a jew.
i didn't know i needed to spell that one out. i am not a jew
mommy please fuck my boypussy really hard~