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tell me about your day user. is it even getting better?
Feels thread ig
Adam Perez
Brayden Jenkins
it's so bad none of my freinds wanted to go out today, the tinder girl is ignoring me and my best discord friend is out somewhere getting drunk so I can't vc. I went out for a bike ride and got roasted by some 10 year olds. All i can do is vape and cope
Ayden Carter
thats pretty sad man. but sometimes, youre better off alone you know, you get to know your shit a bit. also no play vidya?
Elijah Cruz
Coccyx hurts, belly feels very uncomfortable because of a sensory disorder and not having proper clothes. Got no money and I cannot count on my parents for anyhing. Got another dozens of problems I need to solve. I just want the suffering to end.
Joshua Johnson
>sensory disorder
how bad is it?
>got no money
can you do art? commissioned art do pretty decent, also quick to learn if you have a decent software system on you. heck even ms paint stuff could sell if the art is good.
>got another dozens of problem
hope you solve them user. not everything is easy, godspeed.
Parker Ortiz
I'm on holiday. I should be having a great time, but I'm not. I just feel tired and lonely.Surrounded by all these gorgeous people having fun, whilst looking like a big ugly pasty troll.
Connor King
just enjoy the time while you can man. imagine the stupid amount of people in those cubicles wasting 9-5 wishing just for once to do what youre doing rn. i know it sounds copium but its a good way to see for yourself the situation youre in :)
Zachary Williams
Sorry user, I forgot to check thread.
>how bad is it?
100% of the time I am outside with "normal" clothes i'ts unbearable. I have a lot of stress, irritability, can't focus on anything including what people say or do, worsens my anxiety, can't speak, can't recall things.
Imagine if someone fastened a rope around your waist and pulled super hard to the point of damaging your skin and leaving a red mark with blood, how would you feel? This is how I feel all day.
>can you do art? commissioned art do pretty decent, also quick to learn if you have a decent software system on you. heck even ms paint stuff could sell if the art is good.
I can't do art. I am starting my last year of a laboratory course next week. Hopefulyl will land a job by next summer. In the meantime I try to save a bit of money by asking my parents and doing some hand jobs for them (which is barely 50-100 euros per month).
Thanks for showing interest.
Bentley Smith
>damaging your skin and leaving a red mark with blood
that does not sound or look good user, im sorry to hear. any medications or permanent cure to this? did you consult any proper specialist? there must be something we could do.
>Hopefulyl will land a job by next summer
godspeed user. hope things turn out well for ya. and those 50-100 euros could do well if saved and spent in a properly controlled manner. good luck mate
David Smith
>is it even getting better?
No. I'm tired of "living" through a screen you know. Tired of being in survival mode 24/7. Tired of watching life pass me by but being too paralyzed and overwhelmed by fear and fomo to do anything about it.
I'm also tired of feeling sick, these images you're posting, oh man I miss my midnight ciggies and coffee. I can't have either anymore without breaking into cold sweat and a racing heart. Shit sucks mang
Jacob Morgan
>Tired of watching life pass me by but being too paralyzed and overwhelmed by fear and fomo to do anything about it.
ive felt that too user, many a times. life throws at you such things so many times that you feel like youre just meant to fall over and over again. it does not get better, yes, all that changes is our persepective of 'better'. seeing all those people out there of my age grasping things and being the person i could only dream of, it does hurt. what is it that we could do? they were doing things out there while i was staring on this screen!
we're somewhat in this together. its shit this life and heck is it unfair.
regardless, lets hope it doesnt get any worse for whatever it is left. godspeed user
Kevin Reed
>tell me about your day user. is it even getting better?
Played with someone that speaks my same language and met just by chance, we played with other eng people and looking at the way he was speaking (not great eng but smoother than I could imagine to be) made envious not sure if in a positive or negative way, but that kind of slightly pushed me to speak to people online (something I close-to-never do). And this reminded me that I dislike my voice, and still stutter.
He made us laugh, I was laughing too but I didn't feel any more alive.
Elijah King
I didn't mean I have damaged skin and blood. It was a comparison to help you imagine how I feel.
Carter Howard
hi planck constant
day been terrible so far:(
what about you
Robert Gomez
Yeah, looking back it never began for some of us. Failure after betrayal after sickness. Money was the last ticket to freedom but
>current year
lol, it may be over for real. And that "better" is indeed reality beating all life out of you, can't feel thus no pain, also known as "getting old" lol
Hope you find peace too, man.
Jayden Howard
>but that kind of slightly pushed me to speak to people online
well then being envious turned out to trigger something positive eh? regardless of you disliking your voice you did something you werent comfortable with. thats one tiny step to a bigger picture. you probably defeated your yesterday self. what game was it btw?
>I was laughing too but I didn't feel any more alive.
its just how it is some days. i dont feel alive either. today is one special day ig.
William Diaz
thats what i imagined as well user. you didnt answer if theres any medication or did you undergo any diagnosis? if not then you probably should.
ahoy anonymous, days almost over. not that great, sleep should solve it. probably.
>lol, it may be over for real
probably. but i think im gonna cling a bit longer just for the sake of it. had it so far so gotta see what it is for, what it in the end.
let some good things in this forest of disasters happen to you too man, godspeed and thanks for sharing them feels.
Thomas Taylor
I told it to my doctor and he showed zero interest. He just told me "well, you can sleep naked tehee" and "wear sport pants". My plan is to invest money in trying a variety of underwear until I find one that fits perfectly, aswell as interior onesies and overalls, another option is resort to a designer and get personalized clothes that are comfortable for me.
And finally I have thought about talking more seriously with other doctors or specialists. Maybe it's related to an skeletic problem or with a nerve among other possibilities. But this requieres initiative and humble professionals who are willing to listen you seriously, I have difficulty expressing myself.
Gavin Stewart
And obviously I need money.
This is an original comment.
Ayden Turner
well thats weird doctors acting retarded like that. and yes proper specialist do charge a decent amount of money. if its just the clothing then you probably should just check via a dermatologist as it shouldn't be affecting you much if it was or is something inside causing the trouble. nevertheless, good luck
Aaron Davis
>what game was it btw?
Destiny 2
>regardless of you disliking your voice you did something you werent comfortable with. thats one tiny step to a bigger picture. you probably defeated your yesterday self
Maybe, I don't improving and progress as granted. Not anymore.
>well then being envious turned out to trigger something positive eh?
In a way, envy can carve the path to growth or/and hate.
I think envy was the initial trigger but still I wasn't sure if talking or not. The final push must have been...need, probably: being in a position where you have to explain stuff can be challenging and more if you are ESL, I figured that 2 X people that can talk eng would be better than one for the purpose.
>today is one special day ig.
That's really good for you, take advantage as much as you can.