Does anyone else have legitimate traumatic experiences you've been living with? What made you realize you were different?
>age 9 molested by children's camp volunteer >age 14 lost virginity to older sister's friend who was a college student >age 17 groped and digitally penetrated by college student volunteering at a youth camp >age 20 survived a suicide attempt
I realized that I've actually had bad experiences when my older sister accused a man of groping her just for her to admit she was lying and confessing that she had never been sexually assaulted in her life before. Shortly after one of my close friends hit rock bottom and refused any level of support or help just to say that they're just okay with mediocrity they don't have a reason to be sad.
>age 9 molested by children's camp volunteer >>age 14 lost virginity to older sister's friend who was a college student >>age 17 groped and digitally penetrated by college student volunteering at a youth camp >>age 20 survived a suicide attempt Holy shit, how are holding up?
I'm okay. I feel like I'm behind in life and I don't know how to catch up. I'm also worried that I'm so distant and separated from the normal world that I'll never get to experience normal milestones. I'm still terrified of physical contact and intimacy. Not suicidal anymore though, that's nice.
Carter Jenkins
>>age 14 lost virginity to older sister's friend who was a college student If it was a hot girl this wasn't trauma, faggot
Nathaniel Young
I don't feel safe around women because of it. Also everything a woman says to me feels antagonistic even if it's actually nice.
Logan Baker
>legitimate trauma
>having sex at 9 >having sex at 14 >having sex at 19 kys
Hudson Long
>If it was a hot girl this wasn't trauma, faggot What else can you say?
An average 14 year old boy can pin down and rape fully grown women, you don't feel safe because you were molested at 9. Getting pussy at 14 isn't traumatic. You can pull all of the societal mental gymnastics where a 14 year old guy fucking a 14 year old girl is just getting puss but fucking a college girl is somehow traumatic, but everyone knows it's bs.
Juan White
>digitally penetrated What the fuck?
Jayden Baker
I'm like 5'5 and she was over 6' and had like 50 pounds on me at least. Seriously the way she pressured me and treated me during the whole experience goes through my head every day.
Joshua Roberts
asuka is so hot hot sex with asuka
Nathan Thomas
It just means fingers. I wanted to use the actual word to make sure what actually happened was clear.
Ryan Turner
user, try going to church. You meet new people who tend to be nice and you get to worship God, it helps.
Julian Miller
Happened between the ages of 4-15 >mom moves us out of comfy duplex where grandma, aunts, and uncles live upstairs >into tyrone's apartment >he makes me sleep in my tighty whities on a pullout couch with just my blues clues sleeping bag for a blanket >a little while later i move in with my dad >stepmom makes me either stand in the corner until she says i can leave, or sit in front of the front door, or sit on my bed as "punishments" >she tries to blame me when my baby brother starts crying, trying to say i slammed his fingers in the cabinet door which i didn't >tries to make me call her mama >tries to stop me from watching cartoons >move back in with mom >tyrone beats me with a belt >verbal abuse >asks me about my dick when im 5, tells me his hangs to his knees >mom gets evicted >choose to move in with paternal grandparents >mom moves in with tyrone again >mom finally breaks up with him after he screams at me and my sister for no reason >not even a fucking year later they get back together because "he's changed" >i can see through the bs even then >he keeps making comments to me, tells me he'll suck me dry >one night he blows up at me for no fucking reason >calls me a faggot, disrespectful, tells me hes gonna rip my head off >my mom breaks up with him that summer
He's out of the picture now, rotting as an old man in another state and i hope he fucking dies. I'll be getting some cannoli to celebrate when that happens. He's my sister's father, so at least I got a sister out of it and I love my sister so fucking much, she's the most important person in the world to me.
The thing that's recently made me fucking die inside all over again though is this realization: I thought my mother broke up with tyrone after all those years because of all the abuse, because I, her child, was unhappy. Then I realized, a month after that, she had a new bf. So she didn't break up with him for me, she broke up with him because she got a new bf. Fuck man....
Aiden Garcia
This is a joke, right? Right?
Michael Myers
No user :c maybe not a Catholic one tho
Connor Foster
>age 12 >make a remark about a kids father >he is the popular kid >makes everyone break off friendship with me >everyone does it because they don't want to stand out >some kids gang up and threaten to kill me >i go from being a extroverted happy go lucky guy to a depressed emotionless zombie filled with shame guilt and anxiety for the rest of my life
Robert Cook
What was the remark, user? Was it well-deserved or too far?
Tyler Gonzalez
his dad was a corrupt officer. i dont even know why my parents told me that stuff at the age of 12
Logan Rogers
It only becomes clear when you explain fingers. Otherwise it sounds like a computer thing and not finger digits
Charles Edwards
>Seriously the way she pressured me and treated me during the whole experience goes through my head every day. >N-noooo! Quit sucking my hard dick! No don't put it in your soft wet pussy! I'm cumming! Nooooooooo!
