>tfw your own therapist thinks youre a retard
its so fucking over everyone i know and trusted talks behind my back because im a burden. it never even began for me
Tfw your own therapist thinks youre a retard
Jacob Morales
Brody Hernandez
is that the old camera where you gotta use film rolls or something? swear i have one similar somewhere
Jackson Evans
maybe your problem is you intentionally insert yourself places where you know you aren't wanted you dumb fuck
go to twitter or something if you want a hugbox
Sebastian Howard
every person irl ive trusted has spread lies about me, leaked conversations, said rude things behind my back. at least people here do it publicly without shame.
Landon Johnson
>leaked conversations
this doesn't happen irl
touch grass attention seeking retard
Adrian James
because you are retarded, you're a dumbass little kid. but all kids are retarded. get the fuck off the internet and grow up before coming back
Cooper Bennett
my family told my therapist about my schizo rants that span 6-8 messages with no punctuation about how worthless i am
in response to a caretaker saying something about how i make problems out of nothing when im completely normal. i trusted that roastie but i guess she had it out for me too kek just like my stepmother. im no longer trusting anyone
Matthew Robinson
>my family told my therapist about my schizo rants that span 6-8 messages with no punctuation about how worthless i am
it is good that they did this, its not leaking convos its presenting symptoms to a dr THEY are paying to fix your illness
>in response to a caretaker saying something about how i make problems out of nothing
this thread is proof enough that they are right and you can either change or continue to be miserable until you kys
tripfagging is your worst offense though, as long as you cut that shit out idc if you get better or not
David Martin
its a therapist user... sorry to tell you this but they dont do anything but tell you to breathe and maybe throw you into a ward if theyre feeling a little excited. my therapy is free and they arent fixing my illness if im normal right??? cause everyone thinks im soo fucking normal after being locked in a fucking cluttered house below the poverty line not allowed to shower or brush my teeth or speak to anyone but my mother until i escaped. everyone fucking hates me. every single person. you included. how the fuck do i change if im normal apparently? they said im normal how do i change. tell me how i fucking change. they gave me meds. they told me to breathe. i did that and they still target me cause that means im better now but i still get so fatigued i can barely move im still punching walls and screaming and crying.
Tyler Wilson
You're gonna end up just like that other chick that used to come and was worshipped. I don't even remember her name because who the fuck cares (Clarissa? Clemetine?), but seriously, you underage girls need to learn your fucking lesson vicariously instead of making the same mistakes one by one. Quit while you're ahead, you'll be remembered anyway. Just fucking stop. You're doing this for attention rn anyway you dumb bitch but seriously this could wind up with you dead from murder, drug overdose, or straight up suicide. At BEST if you keep at it you'll lose your mind.
Gavin Bell
normal normal normal im a normie even though i have ptsd and autism right! im a financial burden cause i can never choose what i want to do right??? im useless and contribute nothing right??? im normal and always looking for something wrong with me right?? IF NOTHING WAS WRONG WITH ME THEYD ALL LOVE ME AND WORSHIP THE GROUND I STAND ON LIKE GIGASTACIES MAKING MILLIONS OFF OF PEOPLE JUST BY SHOWING LEWDS
IF I WAS LOVED THINGS WOULD ACTUALLY MATTER WHEN I GOT BETTER. im only NOT NORMAL and worthy of sympathy and "something is wrong with her yeah"when IM SCREAMING AT PEOPLE AND HURTING THEM. how fucking BACKWARDS is that. its just making problems because im being nice to them DO THEY WANT ME TO KILL THEM TO PROVE A FUCKING POINT? IT SOUNDS LIKE IT. cause im just so normal and well adjusted and come across so insightful and smart and if im not in the ward for a sui attempt because im not a fucking retarded monkey taking shit for granted after all the money they waste on me, im normal. im NORMAL IM SOOOO FUCKING NORMAL GUYS YEAH
Elijah Sanders
My therapist believes I have autism. Even after giving her an explanation of my life story of trauma and mental decline which ultimately lead me to "autism" symptoms. Even after telling her I probably am a high sensitive person in the gifted spectrum. She doesn't seem to care about anything tho, just babbles some repetitive superficial questions every session.
My therapist also told me to breathe lmao.
Nathaniel Ramirez
>you included
don't flatter yourself, I can't be bothered to hate some delusional retard on r9k
you're not normal and you will never be, but if you actually attempted to get better you could
maybe you have a bad therapist, you know they're human too right? not angels with a perfect key to your dumbass brain?
I've never bothered with your shitty tripfag threads before but I can already tell you give up at the first sign of trouble, you clearly don't want to get better, you want to be coddled, get the fuck out of here and try for once in your goddamn life
James Adams
the thing is i say all this here!! i can scream it here!!!! and then i explain it to them and i just seem NORMAL. because i can be blunt and insightful and sound smart. it honestly feels like going off the rails is the better decision at this point knowing EVERYONE TALKS BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK NOT A SINGLE PERSON KEEPS MY TRUST BY NOT SAYING NEGATIVE THINGS ABOUT ME. and to OTHER PEOPLE. WHEN I DONT KNOW. AND THEY DONT PLAN ON TELLING ME. AND THESE ARE THE PEOPLE LOOKING AFTER ME. i hope they all fuckign ROT i am never trusting anyone witrh my stories ever again its fucking over its so over its so over its so over is so over its so over its so over
Leo Lopez
EVERY FUCKING PERSON HAS SAID I AM NORMAL AND FINE AND OVEREXAGGERATING AND IM A MALINGERER IM UNRELIABLE IM A BURDEN IM LAZY. i hate being coddled i hate being infantilized cause i know they have the same fucking opinions about me behind my back i can listen in and know theyre just putting on a show so i dont go apeshit and beat htem to FUJCKING DEATH. acuse its my fucking autism tard rage or some shit to thjem. dont wanna make her uncomfortable but lets lie straight to her face putting on an act!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING DIE. everyoine is fucking out to get me you dont know what its like user fuckfing eevry face i NEVER KN OW IM ALWAYS THE LAST PERSON TOLD THEY AKLL TOLD PEOPLE BE NICE TO HER SHES SENTISVIE THEYD NEVER DO THAT ON THEIR OWN THEY D9OONT REALLY CARE
Luke Bennett
yep, you probably belong in a facility
Dylan Johnson
AT LEAST MY MOTHER FUCKING HIT ME WHEN I WAS BEING A B ITCH. when i fell and begged for her helpi had to get up0 myeslf most of the time. that fucknig bitch got what she deserved from me after due time of screaming at me for 6 hours a day over a misplaced piece of butter cause i DIDNT FUCKING SEE IT ON THE KITCHEN BENCH CAUSE I DIDNT FUCKING GO TO THE KITCHEN THAT DAY BECAUSE IM SO FUCKING SICK I CANT GET THERE TO SEE. THEN SHE CALLS THE COPS ON ME AND THEY TELL HER TO BEAT ME HARDER NEXT TIME. THEN I DID IT FUCKING BACK AND ALL OF A SUDDEN ITS A PROBLEM.FUCKING LIED ABOUT MY DAD RAPING ME. FUCKING LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING TO KEEP ME WITH HER
NOW I KNOW SHE WA SRIGHT AND EVERYONE TRULY IS EVIL TO ME BECAUSE IM A WASTE OF FUCKING OXYGEN WITH NO PLACE ON THIS FUCKING EARTH. everyone who "LOVES"me WILL FUCKING TELL ME TO KILL MYSELF AT THE DROP OF HAT IF I DO SOMETHING THEY DISLIKE.
Parker Sanchez
oh user if only you KNEW. MY MOTHER BEGGED EVERY FUCKING FACILITY IN THE CITY AND HOURS AWAY TO TAKE ME. THEY ALL SAID NO. BECAUSAE IM FUCKING NORMAL. MAYBE I AM FUCKING NORMAL.
NOBODY TOOK ME. MY VOLUNTARY HOLD WAS CUT SHORT AFTER THEY SAID I SEEMED FINE. ITS ALL GOOD user. I WILL BE OKAY. EVERYTHINGS ALL GOOD. IKM NORMAL. NOTHINGG IS WRONG BECAUSE TAHTS WHAT THEY SAID ABOUT ME
Chase Lewis
maybe if you stopped fucking lying to them and had an episode like this in front of them
Eli Fisher
Are you me? When I am in therapy I act calm and rational, while forgeting to put into words my real feelings and difficulties.
Have you tried asking about disability recognition or jobs? My therapist disuaded me of getting disability because "it will put a label on me that I won't enjoy".
Carter Parker
I CANT EXACTLY FORCE IT. what do i do?? fucking fake it??? i FEEL NORMAL when im in therapy. i dontwant to inconvenience otehrs or be perceived or disliked I DO NOT WANT TO BE DISLIKED. THATS THE ISSUE. BEING DISLIKED. i do not want to be disliked. ifi am disliked that is bad. when i am away from everyone they cant say wow youve been in your room for a full week CAUSE THEY CANT SEE ME TO SAY THAT. SAYING THAT IS LIKE SAYING KILL YOURSELF NOW YOU FAT WHORE. CAUSE IM FAT. AND PEOPLE SAY IM A WHORE. AND THE KILL YOURSELF THING IS BECAUSE THEY PROBABLY WANT ME TO. I TAKE UP TOO MUCH MONEY AND TIME. I TELL THEM I HAVE THES.E. THE YDPNT CARE BECAUSE TH44EY CANT SEE IT OK I DDSTOPPED CARING ABOT8U MKAKING TYPING MISTAKES NOW BAC KSPACE IS TOO TAXING NWO I LOOK LIKE ATUMBLR CRYTYPER KEK