I resent you. You are a spaz. You are a bad communicator. You prefer to have a man read your mind and just know what you want. If he does not do this, you range from abusive disgust to accusing him of violence against you, and using him as fuel for your personal victim narrative. You also try to make vague intentions of interest that you don't really mean because you want to use men for approval, validation, a false sense of status or access to their resources and competence. You treat men not only with an undeserved amount of loathing and ungratefulness but genuine parasitism, as you both abuse social market dynamics and institutional misandry to take advantage of men. You don't acknowledge any of this. You dismiss it immediately because it is the easiest way to avoid reprisals and you're hoping to psyop everyone into accepting your immoral behavior.
I think I owe you an apology for having a schizo moment the last time we spoke in your thread. My day just wasn't going so well and I became overcome with fear and sorrow. I'm sorry if I caused you any trouble or distress.
Hello Rat >I think I owe you an apology for having a schizo moment We are all good friend. I'm glad you're feeling better than last time. >I'm sorry if I caused you any trouble or distress. I feel fine. RN i'm just playing with circuit boards . What are you up to?
I just made myself a cup of tea; running low on sugar since me and my mom drink tea every moment of the day so I'm using maple syrup and it actually tastes pretty good! Though I'm sure it can't be healthy for me. You are a good friend to me, user. I can't even begin to think how people could mistreat you in real life. You seem very kind and interesting.
>I just made myself a cup of tea; running low on sugar since me and my mom drink tea every moment of the da that's nice. I like tea too. >I'm using maple syrup and it actually tastes pretty good! Maple syrup and honey are great alternatives to sugar. They're not any more or less healthy, but they are delicious!
>You are a good friend to me, user. Thank you for saying so. I like you too rat friend.
>I can't even begin to think how people could mistreat you in real life. C'est la vie my friend. it happens to many of us. I could not say for sure why some feel so. I think my first impressions to most can leave people with much to be desired, i don't sell myself well to others. i don't know for certain.
On a more positive note i've reconfigured my circuit boards a few times for practice since starting this thread. It's been going swimmingly.
>On a more positive note i've reconfigured my circuit boards a few times for practice since starting this thread. It's been going swimmingly. You're talking about that 3D-printed cat you've been working on right? You should show it to us when you finish it! >What kind of tea is it rat? Ginger-Lemon tea apparently. These days I just pull out any random tea bag from the cabinet and choose something to put in my cup to be honest. On an unrelated note I'm thinking of putting hot sauce in the next tea I make just to see how it tastes. I'll let you know if I like it or not.
I ask only that you give kind, loving females a chance.
Landon Bennett
The OP would never do that, he's a bastard. A total bastard who hates women and wants them to suffer.
Ryder Martinez
loving women that are sweet and kind are the best thing ever. Some females like some males fall into the good category. Goods are rare. Most humans are bad and a few are neutral. Good women are like the best thing ever. They bless you and make you feel healed from their true love.
Caleb Bennett
its not fair to hate all women, because there are certian women that are like angels and they are kind of sweet. they are rare. tbe majority of both men and women are selfish, crappy people. I cherish all the times that a woman showed me kindness and love instead of hate or disdain. Loving women hug you extra tight and make you feel loved. They improve your self-esteem and confidence to also be a good person.
Ian Cooper
>You're talking about that 3D-printed cat you've been working on right? oh no i finished that a while ago. It wasn't a complicated kitty, my printer was struggling because my filament at the time was especially weak and i needed to loosen the extruder bar that caused the gear to grind it to the point where my extruder couldn't load anymore filament. Imagine you loaded a string of wax into a hot glue gun using a gear to shunt more wax into the tip. If the gear starts stripping the filament away because it's too tight, it cuts it. And then the gear can't keep pulling more into the hot glue gun.
I printed some other stuff too. Now i'm trying to work on some robotics. RN i'm playing with arduinos. I need them to control servomotor functionality and i need them to interface with a camera.
>Ginger-Lemon tea apparently that sounds nice. I enjoy some citrus herbals myself aswell. >hot sauce that sounds terrible to me but creative. Tell me if it works out for you, but don't be surprised if it's less than stellar.
I have no reason to do so to someone kind to me user. I think you have an unfair opinion of me because you read my vent posts and you're not really imagining that I could be a more 3 dimensional person than what you easily get from a Filipino crocheting Forum.
I wouldn't know user.
Lincoln Collins
females are not kind and their "love" is fickle, circumstantial, and used more to demean men and control them then care for them. Your sins and cruelty are not forgivable. Not because they can't be given but because you view yourselves above any need of it. You're still convinced you can connive your way around. You don't apologize in this thread, you merely make another demand like it's just another time you think you can get away with everything. There's no humility or decency in the way you're acting in this thread.
Jackson Edwards
I love women and want one, but nothing i do works. When i defend them they just think im trash. its really depressing. im not trying to hate on OP, i just wish i could get a gf and be happy.
Ethan Campbell
>I love women and want one, but nothing i do works. I have zero advice for you on getting the thing you want. >When i defend them they just think im trash I'm un-surprised to hear you say that. >im not trying to hate on OP, OK >i just wish i could get a gf and be happy. You should not conflate the two. I won't make claims on whether you should want a gf, but perhaps you should give up on the fantasy of "being happy" and pursue meaning, purpose and contentment instead.
I don't necessarily know that it is better, and I'm not asserting that you should definitively give up on being happy, but many philosophies argue that is a better and more sustainable alternative to seek peace and transcendence instead, and I feel that positing that idea to you might be beneficial for you as an alternative for your consideration.
suppose instead of wanting your life to have totally new aspects to it, you focused on things you have and just make them marginally better?
Daniel Cox
That is to say, give up on romance and trying to find love and happiness from a woman. They're not right creatures in this generation. You should instead try to see the value and meaning in the rest of the world that has not been corrupted nor denied from you. And perhaps build up the things you know how to build. The world is cruel but not all of it. Women just happen to be of the more cruel parts of it. To obsess over wanting the love of women is to choose suffering by choosing the more unsavory parts of life. You should endeavor to experience parts of life that want to build you up instead of tear you down and take advantage of you.
Elijah Martin
well yeah that is a good idea since i cannot get a gf anyways, so you are saying do self-improvement stuff??
Leo Adams
yeah true, do you think the actual loving women are so few that its pointless to search for them?
Jose James
>do self-improvement stuff?? it's a bit more general than that. Sure that is good. But i mean more of a philosophy change. self improvement is, well very self focused. But there's a lot of things you can focus on besides yourself and getting women to like you.
How's your relationship with your family? Is your home a comfy place? Do you work out? Maybe having any dreams to attend something or go somewhere? What about making some good food? Do you want to make something? not something big but just something you think you could figure out how to make?
That is to say you can look for other things to like. Other meaningful things to find fulfillment in. Just take a more considerate look at things around you that make you feel better about yourself and life and see if you can commit more to them, and look at things that make you discomforted and see if you can resolve it or negotiate with it.
I'm not wise enough to say. In my environment yes. In another place or maybe another culture? who can say? But not where I am. It might happen, it might not. If it does not I think i can make do with what I'll have. At least as long as life doesn't kick my ass.
Carson Harris
>In another place or maybe another culture could it work out for me? who can say? But not where I am
Oliver Thomas
All good people must accept suffering and deprivation. Being good does not save us, and it does not give us special treatment. It's usually a martyrdom. At leas if you're a christian about it. Jesus loved, but he was not loved. At least not by any mortal at the time. To spend time suffering over a desire you are constantly denied is an illusion. I'm not sure which sin it should be, but i would regard it in the spirit of christian sin: that which is a waste of your focus in life and only brings you discontentment. Perhaps it should be classified as a lusting, or maybe an envying, but there's elements of pride in it too perhaps.
