When and how did you experience the loss of your innocence?

>You know what I mean. The moment when your mind stopped being good and started being muck.
Uhmmmmmm, I understand. I don't know, for real, I don't know if I've lost my innocence...or rather if I am completely gone "muck" (hey a new word for my vocabolary!). I think until now, considering I am 20+yo, I retained still much of my innocence but the last 2 years did wear me, I'm not much of the person I used to be. There are times I even forget who I was.

Kid my age took advantage of me when I was like 7-8. Saw lots of crazy stuff during my childhood, mostly related to alcohol and drug abuse due to family circumstances, I think I was 12 when I got drunk the first time. I've been browsing Any Forums since I was ~11.
It was lost in these moments I guess.

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saw lots of gore on the early internet when i was like 8 or 9. then i became a porn addict at 10 and a drug addict when i got somewhat addicted to a prescription drug at 13 that caused me to be depressed as fuck for years.

I think this is the case for most people. Wageslavery, especially retail or customer service, is absolutely soul-crushing.

been eating box since 5, girls are pedos first 5 exp, before 8 were with girls initiating the sex

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8 years old old jewish man now I think all kikes musims and jews should be slain

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First time i was around when my dad got mad and fucked up the house

Christkikes is what i meant

I saw a man get shot and killed when I was 7 or 8 idk but elementary aged. I can still see it over 20 years later in startling detail. His brains were so bright in contrast to the dark pavement.

I don't know why, but I was interested in a male friend of mine. We were both probably seven. We took our pants down and touched our dicks together, my request.
I moved, a year went by. I don't know how I got the idea, but I started viewing the event as evil, sinful, I thought I was gonna burn in hell. I hated everything related to sex for years to come. Gave me nightmares, as I entered puberty and started masturbating and looking at naked women, I felt like I was disgusting.
That's the best I can explain it. There's some other unrelated things, ones that are harder for people to relate to or understand, but this one defined my life throughout my childhood. I'm a chronic masturbator now

When my parents moved to my grandmas house, I think I was 5 or 6
She was a bitter piece of shit who would mock, ridicule, hit and humiliate me and my siblings just for being kids
>why the fuck do you play with toys, are you retarded? only dumb babies play with toys why cant you read a book or something? are you really that dumb you cant even read a book?
>Do you like cartoons? That garbage will rot your brain, well if you still have one that is HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
>Did the neighbors kid kick your ass again? You deserved it, you are a lazy piece of shit who cant even run properly, of course anyone can kick your ass little bitch
Of course my faggot good for nothing dad wont believe us because of how exaggerated all this sounds and even spank us for "talkin shit about grandma" until one day my mom saw that stupid old hag slapping my sister while pulling her hair so she punched the old hag breaking her nose.
Because of that we were dumb numb no fun grim kids until high school.

Oh, if you meant loss of innocence as in sexual experience I was molested by bullies because well, I was so numb I wouldnt fight back and the perverted ones would always try to squeeze my balls