Will you scatter my ashes were they wont be foundd :c

will you scatter my ashes were they wont be foundd :c

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that's not what you should be cutting op :)
this isn't going to help you in the long run.

I'm so glad when I self harmed my sister unironically beat me until my ears rang and I was too scared to do it again. Fucking strip searches for like half a year with the threat of a fucking pounding looming over my head. I would be covered in all sorts of scars if she didn't. I'll take the marks on my cheeks and lips then whatever the hell that girl looks like now.

Are the schizophrenic cutter from last night?

unironically lucky to have family members that care about you

That's not op, tard

You have a good sister. More people need to get their ass lovingly beat by their family.

the truth is u could slit my throat and with my one lasp gaspin breath id apologize 4 bleeding on your shiurt

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i would eat them to dispose of them

I used to harm when drunk. Now I'm left with humiliating scars that mean people won't want to associate with me. Seek help. I hope you get better.

Beating you up seems like a fucked up way of treating you. I get that you say it stopped you from self harming, but did it actually help with whatever caused you to feel like doing that in the first place?

I KEPT MY WORD WHEN I SWORE THAT l WOULD LET YOU DOWN

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>ow I'm left with humiliating scars that mean people won't want to associate with me

id lick the scars even if youre a guy

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Alright this one pic is cute

Yeah I love her. She's legitimately saved my life multiple times. I don't know how she managed to hold herself together so well when we were growing up. Shit was always so fucked up but she was always strong enough.

Yeah it was fucked up and I was fucking terrified of her but she kept me healthy and safe. I could have done what the girl in OP did, walked up to our parents completely naked, and they would have told me to fuck off to my bedroom. She was so fed up with me trying to kill myself, getting in trouble with school, trying drugs, or whatever that all she had left to try was beating me until I stopped. She was saving my life, not trying to make me feel better. I mostly got there eventually. She was 16 and I was 14. She didn't have the time or ability to help me on a deeper level.

O-oh

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How are you doing nowadays? Not just in terms of habits, but also mentally?

Christ. I hope you're doing well now.

I bet ur cute post lips

I'm alright. I have to see a therapist really often to keep my head level. I also see my psychiatrist every few months. Luckily I don't need to be regularly medicated anymore. I was on SSRIs and all that stuff but I've pulled myself off of them, my doctor helping me though not just on my own. Now I just have occasional panic attacks or depressive episodes but for the most part I'm stable enough to be independent. I'm still working on stuff like my language towards myself and frustration with myself, I have bad days too but it's getting better most of the time.

Yeah I'm okay she hasn't had to knock my block off in a long time.

That sounds like you're on a good path.
>Yeah I'm okay she hasn't had to knock my block off in a long time.
I don't mean to sound a like condescending ass, but I think if you are working on your language towards yourself anyways, I think you shouldn't believe that you should be beat up.

>no sister to get me on the right path

wow life is actually brutal

i'll heal you
post your tg

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I wasn't prepared for that. OP is still fake and gay though, the picture has been resposted on other sites.