>Be me, 4/10 male, depressed all the time
>Don't have manly facial features, no beard, no moustache
>Haven't had a girlfriend in years
>Since last year I let my hair grow because I don't like how I look with short hair
>Wanted to do makeup since years ago
>After years, I finally decide to do it
>Start buying makeup and watching yt tutorials
>Start practicing a lot
>I just do my makeup every once in a while, take a few pics and that's it, I wash my face and move on. I feel relaxed and happy when I'm doing it. I even bought press on nails to use in the photos.
>Start feeling kinda sad because I can't share with someone my progress
>I don't have any friends, and my "hobby" is weird enough to creep people out
>I finally decide to make an account in a meet and dating app that I used before, 0 matches all the time.
>Use a fake name, but I upload my favorite pics
>Specify in my profile that I'm a boy, looking for someone to chat with. I thought that specifying that I'm a boy was pretty obvious but I wanted to be clear as possible.
>Complete my profile as much as I can
Fast forward 3 weeks
>I open up the app
>+99 likes
>A fuckton messages on my inbox
>Most of the messages are compliments about how do I look
>"pretty, cutie pie, beauty, cute"
>Most of the messages are from guys wanting to fuck me even if I'm a boy.
>There are some pretty chill guys tho, I've chat a lot with some of them
>For my surprise, there are messages from girls that are good looking tho
>A e-girl looking whore sent me a message that says "OMG U are sooo pretty, I would love to meet you sweetie"
>When I say to them "Did you read my profile?" 50% are cool with it and the other 50% unmatch me lol
>"Woah. I thought that you were a girl, you look so femenine user!"
>I start to love the extra attention and the compliments about the way I look with makeup
All that I needed to do just to have a better social life and affection was to look like a fucking girl, goddamit. Is this the only way for me?
