Why do you pity yourself annon? Your life is the result of your own actions and decisions.
This is what you choose.
Why do you pity yourself annon? Your life is the result of your own actions and decisions.
This is what you choose.
Nobody chose to be born you retard
Maybe in a perfect utopia where everyone has the same life opportunities and status growing up, and even then a lot of it is determined by genetics.
Then why dont you die?
You are born with free will regardless, if you are unsatisfied why dont you do something about it? Why do you choose misery?
The state of everyone's lives are the result of their genetics and the people around them first and foremost. Their own actions make a difference, but everything that happens to them as a child matters most since it will have lifelong consequences. That's nearly entirely in the hands of other people. Not only do they externally change you, but they instill mental changes in you that influence your decisionmaking for the rest of your life
I dont pity myself. Im just perpetually disappointed by my own actions. I was supposed to start working out again today and i instead jerked off three times (once on omegle) and ate shitty food. I still live at home with mom. Im 28. I barely earn any money. Never went to university. Only ever had one gf back in my self improvement days, she cheated on me within like 2 months.
My hell is self-made. I know this. I currently just bang prostitutes when i can do nofap long enough to be able to cum inside a pussy and not in the iron grip of my own hand.
So then what is the point of living a miserable if your actions pale in comparison to the circumstances of your birth? Why do you choose to live?
>Why do you choose to live?
Not him but self-preservation instinct is a bitch
why do you choose to disappoint yourself?
So your instinct is to live despite misery? Why are you so cruel to yourself?
My life isn't that miserable, but I would understand asking that to people who live truly miserable lives. I'm mostly content with where I'm at right now
because i give in to immediate pleasure over long term gain. Always have. Path of least resistance. I guess im lazy at heart. I only used to lift in the past because i thought it was a path to a 5+/10 gf. Once i found out about prostitutes being so easy and so good looking i kind of stopped giving enough of a fuck to do anything regarding being lean or having a six pack.
Did you chose to be happy or was it given to you?
Is your nature permanent? Is it not possible to rise above it?
>Is your nature permanent? Is it not possible to rise above it?
I have done so temporarily but entropy takes over and i always revert back to type. Rising above my nature takes external pressure and external drive. ie some kind of routine keeping me stable and centred.
Im a self employed courier and my job now means that i dont work a normal 9-5 which means i finish work at like 1-2pm every day.
Where in the past routine would keep me disciplined, i now have to create my routine outside of a workplace, and i have no intrinsic internal drive to improve.
Perhaps if i kick-started positive habits i could use the momentum to maintain them but they all eventually break back down to me being a hedonist.
It was largely given to me. I've only made minor contributions towards my current state of happiness
Does hedonism make you happy? If not what do you believe would make you happy?
Who gave it to you?
Mostly my father. He has helped me live the way that I want to
And did your father choose to be the man he was? Or was he born that way?
Both, like everyone else
Will you be able to do the same for your son as your father did for you?
I can make him into a good man that can navigate through a lot of the bullshit being thrown at him by the rest of the world, but with the current state of things I can't say that I would be able to do as much for him financially. Economic circumstances were better in my father's youth