Just realized i'm trapped inside of my house and will never truly live

just realized i'm trapped inside of my house and will never truly live

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Feel the same way user, just know there's plenty of people out there who feel the same way as you, and maybe you can take solace in that.

Why was your other thread deleted? re you feeling this way because of your drug experience?

i have hope that something will miraculously change and i will be able to live somewhat like a normal person

Just Open The Door And Walk Outside

They've Got Internet Outside Now

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thanks, but it doesn't really help much. still wish i was a real person sometimes.i wonder what we did in a past life to deserve this
i think janny was mad at it for some reason. maybe, i wish i could go out and do stuff and have irl friends sometimes
honestly it's what i've been counting on but things are looking bleaker and bleaker
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Yeah, I've wondered that before, what am I being punished for, but you need to seriously do things to improve your life. Either go on disability and/or get some type of skill you can use. Something.

Me too op, I try talking to people online but things don't work there either

SCHLORP MY SCHLOING

the most we'll ever get is to hang out and do shenanigans with other misfits, that's it, that's all life is apart from life being 90% work if you're even lucky enough to have gainful employment and not just bare minimum survival income. all life is interaction with other people and all we get is other people in our league. most robots don't even realize this and make no attempt. it takes a lot of

hey OP, retard here. i went through the same experience until i was like 24 years old, then i decided it was enough and i started getting involved in activities. i know how it feels to be lonely and see your life go to the waste, but you are a real person. you do have feelings and dreams, so don't say you are not a person because i'm sure you are sweet. i would be your friend irl if i could, but i cant, so all i can do is send you a big hug.

Same.
>try to get my shit together
>begin by working out
>push too hard
>give myself anxiety and shit
Its worse that I dont get along with my family. Literally in hell. Do you at least get along with your family?

yeah, i have a few months to plan things, but i just can't see myself doing anything
why doesn't it work?
>hang out and do shenanigans with other misfits
that sounds great honestly. i'm getting pretty bored of my life. but i'm too scared to meet new people, and have overprotective family
thank you :) this is a really nice message. sending a big hug back
i get along ok with my family, but that's only really because we barely speak to eachother, i'm usually alone in my room all day. why don't you get along with yours?

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>why doesn't it work?
I'm just too fucked up

why are you scared of meeting new people? this is a vicious circle because you dont develop social skills until you meet people, and then.... you know, full circle
what makes you a fucked up person? last night i added someone on discord thinking that maybe i could lend a hand, and he thought i FBI agent... what the hell

he thought i was* and he also thought that he was being attacked by several organizations around the world...

>what makes you a fucked up person? last night i added someone on discord thinking that maybe i could lend a hand, and he thought i FBI agent... what the hell
on the surface just just lost most social abilities but there are deeper issues

you dont wanna talk about it i guess then...

It's worse, you're trapped inside a body and you may never get to leave.

Why are you trapped inside your house?

idk man not much point

i'm sorry to hear that, honestly kinda relate
>Why are you scared of meeting new people?
a few reasons; i'm very socially awkward and quiet in person, my parents are paranoid and wouldn't let me meet with friends from online (so i'd have to come up with a fake way i know the person which is more stress added), and i also just hate the way i look and feel like people around me are thinking about how gross i look whenever they speak to me
true. don't even wanna think about that
i'm just too scared to go out, also have nowhere to go

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>my parents are paranoid and wouldn't let me meet with friends from online
you're 18 years old

I would tell you that you need to do things for yourself but for certain people that doesn't motivate them since they are already so drained. I get it. Imagine all the people who have ever had to pick themselves up again after life fucked them up and they feel so tired. I have to do it and I don't want to but it's either improve my life or live in misery and squalor. You are young so you have time as a buffer but if you get too old your chances go lower and lower for improving your life.

i know. they still pay for my food and living expenses. i kinda still have to listen to them. if i want to go anywhere they always ask tons of details, it's annoying.
yeah, i will have to pull things together soon but i can only take it day by day for now. sigh the loneliness and repetitiveness is just hitting hard lately. i feel like i'm too restricted to be an adult but have to start doing more adult things now. weird inbetween with no pros

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ohhh okay. sounds like you were overprotected as a child, and they got to the point where its actually harmful for you. yeah i went through the same thing...

why do you hate the way you look though? has anyone ever called you ugly or made fun of your appearance as a child? maybe you got bullied as a kid?