22

>22
>too stupid for college and a cushy office job
>too old and autistic for the military
>work at an Amazon fulfillment center, only making 16 an hour
>no friends
>no girlfriend
>still a Virgin
>have never been invited to a party
>never had alcohol
>never smoked
>losing my love for vidya
>socially awkward
>still live with my mom
>baggy eyes I can't get rid of because it's genetic
>tendinitis in my right wrist, so all my lifts have gone down
>only have 30k saved
>shitty eye sight and hearing
>5'9
>penis is only 6 inches

I wish I had access to a gun bros I want to blow my brains out so fucking badly.

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22 aint too old for the military.

>still live with my mom
>only have 30k saved
Be happy with this, I'm 21 and making $17 an hour and I've generally got less than 3k saved at any given point because I decided to move out and get my own shitty apartment and start paying for rent, groceries, utilities, etc. instead of just living with family.
Should've picked a college close to home instead of falling for the "move across the country and reinvent yourself" meme.

you forgor the tism. they don't accept even the spergs

Indeed, that is a meme. You should have an extraordinary reason for uprooting where your family is, and going across the fucking country.

>too old and autistic for the military
>22
Over 30 starts being too old for the military, but with the current recruiting crisis in the US, you might be able to get a medical waiver if you are diagnosed with ASD. Lifting and working a job already raise you to the top echelon of autists, who have something like 20% employment, so there is a chance for you, if you really want to become a zogbot.
Plenty of spergs and furries in the military.

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why do people always tell themselves that they are stupid. being "smart" is just being knowledgeable and all you need to do to gain knowledge is read and remember things which is something everyone on earth besides disabled people can do.

>being "smart" is just being knowledgeable
Actual intelligence is the processing power of your brain, the speed at which it makes new connections, uses those connections, the speed at which you learn and amount and depth of thinking you can handle.
Knowledge is just wisdom.
If you take two people, one with 100 IQ and the other with 135 IQ, the latter will learn everything faster than the former and can learn things the other can not.

you sound like an attractive man telling an ugly man: "anyone can do it bro, its just about putting urself out there"

>all you need to do to gain knowledge is read and remember things
I have ADHD and an absolute shit memory for technical knowledge. On the off chance I can manage to focus myself and read something for 20 minutes, I'll have forgotten all of it by the next day.