> Be me 3 years ago
> 19 year old kid dicking off and doing hoodlum shit because unemployed loser
> 20 year old hottie from high school hits me and my bro up
> I call dibs on her
> Me and bro go hang out with her
> Cool girl, her and I hit it off
> She's crazy, incredibly mentally ill and unstable
> Says things that would make any sane man run for the hills
> She said "I love you" after a week
> I moved in with her after 3 months
> She literally cannot handle working and becomes unemployed, I offer take cover her bills while she goes to a psychologist
> Worst mistake of my life
> 3 years later
> I'm now 22
> Have given my left and right nut to this girl
> Paid for basically her every desire
> Took her on extravagant dates
> Professed our undying love for each other daily
> She made me truly happy and feel a purpose
> Sex virtually whenever I wanted
> Went through extremely rough financial times during rona to support both of us by myself, finally back on my feet enough to pursue a real career
> We discussed our futures together, marriage, children, dream jobs
> She's managing her mental illness to the point that she seems more or less normal, is holding down a decent job, wants to start college
> I'm ready to start charging her rent
> Fast forward to last month
> She confesses that she's been miserable for some time
> Tells me the magic is gone basically, she isn't wrong but I try to convince her that we can work it out
> She breaks up with me
> My entire world is shattered
> I dedicated nearly my whole adult life to her
> She gets with a buddy of mine a few days after the breakup, she just met him a few weeks previously
> Watch her handle it better than I am
> I'm totally lost and helpless, feel like my purpose has been destroyed
> I've been feeling extreme anxiety and depression since we broke up
> She's probably riding another man's cock as we speak
God bros, how am I ever going to trust a woman again.
