i feel like sitting in front of god and begging him to kill me. let me out of my misery and end this turmoil. all i want is for it to stop. i'm not strong enough to do it on my own. all i can do is beg and pray. i know he will ignore me once again but there's nothing else i can do.
I feel like sitting in front of god and begging him to kill me. let me out of my misery and end this turmoil...
Cameron Brooks
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Xavier Ward
if one more thing goes wrong it over
Robert Myers
can't even get any breaks from it. i just hope that things change on thursday. that's my only hope
Jason Fisher
haha red herring is so funny. i need everything to go perfect
Lucas Rivera
You don't really want to die or you'd already be dead. You want the same as any of us. To really live for a change.
If you don't create meaning in your life you never will. Time keeps on slipping into the future.
Lincoln Hughes
it's crazy, i have absolutely nothing, word has no meaning, time has no meaning, all i know is the now. and the now is always bad
William Carter
i wonder at which point you just give up. realize the gold was made only of painted paper and cardboard, and finally throw it away
Evan Perry
you wouldn't last a day in my shoes, i tell you that
Jonathan Butler
of course they want it all. nobody is happy when others are happy.
Dylan Peterson
i wonder how it would feel to think, breathe, exist. i really am made of straw. if one things for sure
Anthony Kelly
they will receive a taste of their own, that's all that can be done. revert, contract, silence
Liam Anderson
be as smug as you like, it's foolish to believe that you can make me any more hopeless than i already was
Jeremiah Perry
i can't think of one person who deserves my tears. maybe one, but she's already been cried over, so she no longer exists
Daniel Campbell
i don't have the heart to even complain anymore. all i can do is exist and leave it at that. it doesn't mean more than maturity
Alexander Rogers
i think maturity has hit me and im feeling old. despite the inability to function without a guardian, i still feel old. maybe old like an old man who's so old he's a child. can't cook or work but has the knowledge of a life where he could
Parker Baker
i don't like this vessel. i'm ready for a new one. but there are none left to switch into. god won't make me one.
Samuel Ross
i want someone to pay the price but yhe only one around is me. if i could what i want to myself that could be some release. but i don't even get that. no control over anything, not even my body.
Luis Howard
maybe if i still had the energy and feeling. well it wouldn't be hard. but the base is too ugly. can't ruin what was created deformed
Jonathan Hill
the lack of empathy can be confusing. the only reason you'd be mad is if you felt called out, as they say
Chase Parker
i hope the next two days are fast, and things are lucky. ithe guilt of my inabilities are rising
Christopher Howard
because they hate you for being sad, they hate you for being happy, they hate you for being mad, they hate you for feeling violent
Lucas King
i wonder if all hatred feels as similar to a yearning as mine does