Not because of heroism or anything, I just want to die, and suicide seems like a really gay and pathetic option. Might as well die for "something", even if that something is empty and corrupt. Just get a metal fragment in my brain after a mortar explodes near me and go out "fighting" atleast. The other option would be kmsing, and I have too much hatred in myself to do it (Can't imagine some fucker from school going "user? Remember that kid? He killed himself lol. Yea, he was always a 'weird' kid, it's kinda sad desu".
Plus if I go to war there's still a chance I will survive; I will not be taking my own life, it'll be God's decision if I die or not. And if I come back alive there's a great potential that I'll have made brothers for life and/or I'll have atleast some mental bulllshit sorted out.
I don't want my life to go on the way it is. I've been a khv, and worst of all friendless, in complete isolation for about 6 years now. and it the way it's going I doubt the situation will change by itself in any way. I don't want to be somebody who threw his life away to pathetic robotism.
Should I Volunteer for the War?
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go signed up for training and choose sides first
u need their citizenship and a bank account
>"I've been a khv, and worst of all friendless, in complete isolation for about 6 years now. and it the way it's going I doubt the situation will change by itself in any way."
if ur in this state in the first place i dont think ur gonna get through any sort of training nor have any armed group accept you unless they are looking for cannon fodder, in which you will have no chance of survival anyways. sorry for the blackpill
>Can't imagine some fucker from school going "user? Remember that kid? He killed himself lol. Yea, he was always a 'weird' kid, it's kinda sad desu".
you're gonna be dead, retard
why would you care what anyone says about you
Suicidal people shouldn't go to war. Your brother there will be counting on you and if you die your death will weigh on them.
If you're going to die go off deep into the woods somewhere where no one will find you.
You should try really living in pursuit of a goal before you throw this gift away.
Sure man, go die for the gay jew Zelensky in a pointless war.
They are not going to take you.
if you're going to die take this and remember it when you need it most youtu.be
Yes but make sure you sign up for the donbaboonian army and not the nazi toilet cleaner one.
Who said anything about that kike? Maybe he wants to fight for russia
I'm allready a citizen of one of the countries, was just born and raised abroad in the states, so my plan is to arrive into the country immediately go to the nearest voyenkomat (Military recruitment center). Tickets shouldn't be a problem as I can save up from waging.
>nor have any armed group accept you unless they are looking for cannon fodder
I'm a citizen of one of the countries, so saying "here's my passport I wanna go to the front".
>Suicidal people shouldn't go to war. Your brother there will be counting on you and if you die your death will weigh on them.
I'm not going to try to kill myself, I'll fight like I'm supposed to (Hopefully I'm not some bitch deep down inside) and if I die, then I die, if I don't then I don't. Suicide is pathetic for me, this is just risking my life. If I die, fuckit I was gonna do it anyway. If I surive, and im still suicidal, ill just kms anyway so it doesnt matter, just extra time.
>Maybe he wants to fight for Kike #2 instead of Kike #1
The side I choose actually doesn't matter for the goal I have. If I had the other countries citizenship then it would be the same thing just the colors of the flag switched.
Honestly that's the most based "suicide" ever
If you honestly think you can't make it in the US, and especially if you have no one who would mourn you. Go for it.
I'm thinking if I drop out of university and lose my family somehow I'm going to do the same.
>If you honestly think you can't make it in the US, and especially if you have no one who would mourn you. Go for it.
I would not want the people that would mourn for me see me kill myself or see me pathetically ruin my life.
Just so my death wouldn't be a dopamine kick
fuck ukraine n fuck u
Poor Ivan didn't get enough vodka in his coffee.
Just kill yourself you idiot.
>Just kill yourself you idiot.
Didn't OP say suicide is gay?
>if I don't then I don't. Suicide is pathetic for me, this is just risking my life. If I die, fuckit I was gonna do it anyway. If I surive, and im still suicidal, ill just kms anyway so it doesnt matter, just extra time.
Bro most guys who think like this just join a gang and do crimes. At least as a gangbanger you can enjoy life a little before you get killed by an enemy gang or by polic .
Fuck is wrong with you.
If you have no combat experience, don't go. If you do, wouldn't be a bad suicide
You don't want to die, you want another life.
Try to dissapear with everything you have, you have plenty of time to die anyways.
You're worried about suicide being gay and pathetic, but in that case it seems kinda fitting desu.
No if you're depressed and going there to die you're going to get others killed too, you're the safest as far away from the battlefield as possible
I'll add more: people who actually wants to die just kill himself, it's a relief, not "gay", and they're not asking to anons online to seek approval.
Take the money and run.