Started to watch porn since i hit puberty

>started to watch porn since i hit puberty
>happen to self insert as the female because their role seems hotter
>feel bad about it because gay is bad
>fast forward 5 years later i stopped being religious and stated to question my morality
>suddenly being gay isnt that bad so i double down on my guilty pleasures and get femboy/agp fetish
a few years later right now the idea of my using my cock is never crosses my mind
all my sexual fantasies revolve around my ass
idk if this is the product of me getting exposed to porn early on or is it because ive just always an extremely low T effeminate male or is it that gayness is just genetic

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sounds like you're trans. have you thought about taking HRT and wearing cute feminine clothes ?

Post that sweet boypussy user

i only wore girl clothes
hrt would fuck my life
no

Coward. At least post feet or tummy or something

do u have cute feet, sweetie?

no i hate feet in general

ur a bad, bad girl.

I think it's because of some already present personality traits of yours. You could say that it's therefore genetic (like everything) but not hereditary. Some are just differently wired and find stuff outside of the norm attractive.
Regarding "what" you are, do you want to be a woman or just girly? You know not every effeminate guy has dysphoria, femboys exist for a reason and a good chunk of them are straight.

Oh, and out of curiosity, do you have feminine interest too, or do you just behave feminine?

i dont have feminine interest nor do i try to behave in a feminine way i find that cringe(unless im doing it sexuallly i find that hot in that case)
but people always think i act and sound gay

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You're just a dumb loser and your parents sucked.
I watched porn from early on and I'm fine, have a normal life, married with kids, great job.
No I'm not here to bully you, I'm just here for funny threads. Your thread isn't funny, so I probably should insult you.

yo where is this video from
hot as FUCK
fully didnt even see the dick her body is crazy feminine

this
op's problem is that he'd sooner throw blame than fixing his problems
if you want dicks in your ass, you're gay, go get a bf or something
if sex with men doesn't suit your fancy, then stop watching gay porn and get a gf

So do you then look feminine? If not then I don't see how anyone could deduce that you like the thought of getting pounded, and even if you looked like it it still reqiuers a very presumptuous mind to call you gay.
btw Are you now fine with liking what you like, or do you still act harsh on yourself because of it?

>Are you now fine with liking what you like
im fine with it
i find it extremely hot
people always just try to convince me that im worng which doesnt matter to me
so what if im wrong ?

>>happen to self insert as the female because their role seems hotter
>tfw never self inserted as the female but now desparately wish that i did
i keep telling myself i will be reborn as a woman but reincarnation isn't fucking real

>so what if im wrong ?
Exactly. Such a smart boy you are!
Wish you lot's of luck in bringing that fantasy to reality :D

cocks look good. Porn artists go crazy with cocks because you can put way more detail/make them look more juicy and yummy than a pussy. Hence femboy/trap/futa porn gets super popular, and people who otherwise wouldn't be that interested become bi/sissy just because the porn is so fucking hot.

Have you done anything sexual with a guy/girl and do you want to try the other? It's worth figuring out how much is just porn addiction and how much is more sincere sexuality. Once you start to take it more seriously you might grow out of it, or maybe you'll learn it's exactly what you want most - either way don't take hormones, if you're a cumslut then just be a feminine male cumslut

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ive done stuff with guys before and i think about them alot
i need to have sex again im getting desperate

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So you're just gay and feminine then, nothing to be confused about. Cocks look good and feel good, fucking and getting fucked is nice.

The fact you gravitated toward gay/femboy porn early probably means that was just your nascent preference, there was surely endless straight/lesbian porn you could have chosen instead. Fuckdolls are pretty cool desu, you probably make plenty of guys happy

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Ftw I have femboy fantasies but I a big hary masculine man. :( I'm not op btw

:( I have the same and am also a masculine guy, I just live them by FUCKING femboys instead of being the femboy desu

find your animus

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