Literally everything is so boring, Any Forums posting is boring, movies are boring, music is boring...

literally everything is so boring, Any Forums posting is boring, movies are boring, music is boring, until i just have a few shots
i'm more than capable of not drinking everyday, but i don't know how else to overcome the insurmountable boredom

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I relate heavily but I don't want to become an alcoholic

me either, idk if i consider myself an alcoholic YET
i am still capable of stopping with little to no withdrawal
but idk, i don't want to live in that boredom, all day, every day

Create a elaborate plan or list to entertain yourself using any and all ideas you can come up with. Or do something you'd never consider doing.

i've been trying to do that, indulging small thoughts that seem like they could be fun or interesting
like going for long walks very late at night, painting my nails, going out to parties and stuff, but it doesn't help
most of the time it does nothing, or leaves me feeling worse

literally nothing entertains me anymore, fuck watching movies and vids like I used to, most of the.time I'm so bored i just zone out and have to keep rewinding a thousand times
same time with video games, built a pc for it and most of the time i almost have to force myself to play anything, i wish i could just sleep most of the time

i feel this almost exactly, same with the pc and the rewinding and the sleeping
this shit sucks, i was trying to be good today but i think i'll have a little bit of vodka
then maybe i'll go to the store, and maybe cook something, that sounds fun

what will you cook? I'll probably just make some sandwiches

i always just make sandwiches
i don't actually eat at all, except for some sandwiches at the end of the day, i'm losing weight quite quickly
but truthfully, i love cooking, i just haven't been in much a mood for it
i think today i might make some chilli, it's so fun and relaxing

me too, usually put salami, cheese, tomatoes and pickles on mine.
access to mexican food is rare here for some reason and I'd have to cook my own, maybe ill get in on that and try making chilli sometime or stuff like that, not that good of a cook

I went outside and it was the most boring thing I've done all week. Pissing in public is not as fun as it sounds.

i usually just make a ham and cheese cause i'm basic and it's easy, and i barely care about the taste
also chilli is super easy, and fun, so i would recommend
mexican food is not particularly common in australia, where i live, but idk i like chilli
i feel like shit rn cause i was outside all day yesterday with other people, not in a fun way, it took some out of me

i'm going outside soon to go to the store
i do not think i will piss in public :^)

yea cooking could relieve some of my boredom perhaps, the thing is that theres always some obstacles for me getting into hobbies like that... i think i get what you mean about other people, I i'm kinda avoidant and today i was in a birthday the whole day, even then I was just bored in there no many people i felt like talking with

yeah, i feel kinda bad that i've been bored of people, but it is what it is
also btw, the only reason it's gonna be fun is because i will be drunk, i'm just trying to steady my stomach so i don't immediately puke
there are only like 2 or 3 people i actually like talking to irl, the rest are just so eh

>Tfw you can't teleport to OP-chan's location to grocery shop together
Also i found a dead cat on my way home. There was another cat checking him out but it ran away before i got close. Sad :c

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that makes me really sad :(
i saw a dead possum recently, an australian one
that bummed me out for quite a while
i love animals so much brehs....

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just want to find something I find fun and engaging again, almost feels like a lot of my personality went away or got suppressed, hard to explain. i want to reach that without any substances like that though, not trying to judge you I just dont like the idea of depending on them, besides im so used to the boredom and loneliness i think i can manage for a while longer. tonight's sandwiches are ready though

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those sandwiches look much yummier than the ones i usually make
and yeah, i get that perspective, i don't want to be reliant but just, idk, what's a man to do
i'm listening to some fun music that has put me in a better mood, and i'm getting ready to go

nice nice, enjoy your chili later, I bet it will come out great

ty, i will
i'm getting out of here now, and i haven't even had a drink
drop a disc or something if you wanna and i'd add you later
buh bye