>be deppressed hikki who does no hobbies >realize i have abandoned all my hobbies because my asshole dad bullied me about them
my dad was allways an asshole so now when i think of stuff i like i feel shame cause my dad or some random male would not approve of me and think i am not cool for liking them ,and also i would never get a bf if i am not le kewl girl , fuck
Sounds like you're blaming your father for you being a failure and not sticking with anything. Have you ever taken responsibility for your own shortcomings in your life?
Anthony Sanders
>>realize i have abandoned all my hobbies because my asshole dad bullied me about them same, but including my mother. they wanted me to focus on whatever the fuck they wanted, and I never pursued anything I liked or just wanted to try. just now I bought some things to try and homebrew alcohol, and they're already expecting me to drop it and hate it. I just hate them more
Dylan Sanders
I hate women. Go kill yourself you dumb cunt
Eli Taylor
i am glad you are trying!yeah me mom too, do you also get flashbacks of them bullying you whenever you do the hobbies?
no. i just hate them. my brain deletes memories, but I remember how I should feel about a person, and I know my parents don't like when I do things I myself think about doing. Teachers and shitty peers are also in the mix
Juan Nelson
i understand how you feel other than the complete deletion of memories, do you have any supportive people in your life right now?