Unironically why shouldn't I kill myself?

Unironically why shouldn't I kill myself?
> No friends
> No girlfriend
> Virgin
> Dead end job
> Passions and career choice make no money
> Autistic and doesn't know how to socialize
> Can't afford therapy to get help
> The only things that make me happy are video games, anime, and other hobbies that you can only enjoy in isolation
I got bad life RNG and no amount of "go to the gym" bro is going to change that (yes i do go to the gym)
Why shouldn't I do it? This isn't a cry for help, just genuine curiosity.

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>Why shouldn't I do it?
because i love you

You know as well as I do that there isn't a reason but you are scared of dying so it's all irrelevant.

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Bro speaking from experience it feels like you're being crushed under 1,000 pounds of this shit but believe me

> Scared of dying.
Fears can be conquered. I used to be scared of roller coasters as well

There is always a chance that your life get better and you'll be happy to be alive. Especially if you are trying to get better.
That being said, personally I should kms 10 years ago, wouldn't miss anything good or worth experiencing.

It depends on what you mean by the question. Life allows you to do everything but doesn't guarantee that you'll do anything in particular. Suicide terminates your life. When I worked through this question, I was so afraid of dying that death seemed like a way to escape the fear.

One thing I realized is that even if all my problems were solved, whatever I am, this blank screen on which a constellation of stimuli appears, including feelings, thoughts of suicide, the urge to fap, etc., would be essentially unchanged. If you can't tacitly get that from me saying it, try meditation. Part of the point of meditation is to show you what I'm describing directly.

That insight can help put your problems in perspective. "Why shouldn't I kill myself" is a question you must divorce from negative emotions and answer by itself. Otherwise, you're just using it as a way out of applying yourself even to your own thoughts.

why should you get the easy way out whne the rest of us suffer???

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you can take the easy way out too, retard

In death you will achieve nothing and it's just a way of pussying out. You only live once, try to at least experience all of it. I would rather force myself to get better than just give up and die, you probably still have alternatives that you don't see in the moment. If I were you, I'd also look into Christianity and the bible, maybe you will find some purpose from it.

Take the coaster enthusiast pill. Great form of escapism and it kinda allows you to get better at socializing since you outside.

What's your relationship with your parents or immediate family like? Are there other beings that depend on you such as pets that require your attention?

>Frens can be acquired
>GF can be acquired
>Virginity can be lost
>Job can be changed
>Passions can be optimized to bring profit, career can be changed
>Socialization skills can be acquired
>Therapy can be afforded if you save enough money
>You can enjoy things that make you happy in moderation, yours are normal hobbies and free-time activities, you just need to learn discipline and self-control to not spend all your free time on them
Mentioned things take tremendous effort and motivation, especially if you are planning on going from zero to hero. Most people just don't have what it takes, you may be very well one of those.

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I'm in the same exact boat as you, OP. I think about killing myself daily

i agree you should

At this point you gotta just delete your current file and start a new game; like in Xcom 2, if you are in such a bad state, you know you aren't gonna make it to the end.

>>In death you will achieve nothing and it's just a way of pussying out. You only live once, try to at least experience all of it.

How are you certain of all of this? If there's nothing after death then at least OP won't be in pain nor will he have traumatic experiences piercing through his mind constantly.

i would call this the ultimate fear. its understandable to be scared and you shouldnt "conquer" it. if you want out, i support it, but dont encourage it. its something you have to come to terms with on your own. weight the possiblities and decide if youre really ok with being an hero. are you really ok with throwing away the possibilities of life, the chance of punishment in afterlife, and the possible harm youll cause others. sometimes its worth it, but thats for you to decide

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I have friends and a girlfriend and sometimes I feel down too. Emotions are crazy like that

As the great Yogi Berra once said "It ain't over till its over"
With life theres a chance. You'll be dead one day for trillions of years and if you're lucky you get around 80 here. Don't be in a hurry.

You have nothing to lose. Buy drugs and sell then in the darknet, rob a bank, go to the casino. If you are going to kill yourself at least try to do something crazy before.

You should kill yourself. In fact you you should've done it a long time ago