The Eternal Nofap (MMXX): Day 934

It has been 933 days since I first swore the oath of Eternal Nofap on January 1, 2020.
I am iron.

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Not jacking off is easy. The real challenge is going without alcohol. Fuck, I'm drunk.

Are you a rape victim?

Interesting you should say that, I haven't drank alcohol since I was 17 other than a single night when I was 21 where I got hammered.
I'm now 30.

Cheers and congratulations on your achievement. Do you have sex regularly?

>Are you a rape victim?
No, why do you ask that?

No, I never have sex actually. Last time I had sex was early 2018, since then nothing.

>Interesting you should say
Not really. My life is shit. Jerking off sucks and getting drunk is much more pleasurable than masturbation.

>No, why do you ask that?
I'm drunk and fucking crazy.

Honestly I don't really miss drinking alcohol at all, never have missed it a single time. I never really got the appeal, to be honest.
People like me need full control over their actions at all times though, low inhibition does not bode well for me or anyone around me.

>People like me need full control over their actions at all times thoug
Even if your life is shit and hyou want to die?

Well, maybe not then. Good luck, friendo, I'm teetering close to death too. I was planning on killing myself by charcoal burner earlier in the year... but I decided to delay or postpone indefinitely.
I'm OP btw. I don't know if I'll ever do it... maybe I will.
I can't say when or how or if though... because last time the police came to visit me apparently due to posts I made here about my impending suicide.

Only a week until we reach 40 brother

Has your libido lowered? How do you deal with incarcerated semen?

day 5 here, pretty sure porn turned me bi at least partially, i'm now repulsed by homo thoughts that would have aroused me before. cock is working better as well. do not fall for the porn jew

>Has your libido lowered?
No it's spiked and went into overdrive. I get random erections all the time and wake up with morningwood and fall asleep hard and get hard and have to stop walking when out in public.
I don't deal with it.

>Only a week until we reach 40 brother
God bless you, brother, Sacred 40.

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Your habits are somewhat strange, how do you know that you dick won't explode upon contact with a woman if you have not had sex. Also, are there any studies that show how body deals with old cum?

>Day 1
Standard urges
>Day 2
Standard urges
>Day 3
Strong urges, heightened emotions
>Day 4
Very heightened emotions, mostly anger
>Day 5
Seemingly unprompted calmness and happiness

Longest streak is 35 days. The results are different every time I do it, but there are more benefits than drawbacks.

Giga based. It gets so much easier the deeper you go. A month in and Im on cruise control

For me, there are still super strong urges after a month. Or maybe it's that I stop feeling improvements so I get bored and succumb. I wish it were uniformly easier over time.

>I'm teetering close to death too. I was planning on killing myself by charcoal burner earlier in the year
Why? You've got an awesome No Fap record. Surely Aryan continence must benefit you in some way. I wouldn't be drinking if I wasn't getting my life fucked by jews.

>but I decided to delay or postpone indefinitely.
Fucking called it. I knew you'd pussy out.

It was more about getting that decent nofap streak under my belt before doing it, the timing just didnt align.
But hey, Im at 33 days.