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what kind of scale should i buy off amazon?
to measure shit in the 0-500 mg range

american buying speed paste thru DNMs because adderall is expensive. I'm worried about shit being cut with too much caffeine as I already consume a lot of caffeine.
I've found some other forums with detailed instructions for acetone wash (drugs-forum.com/threads/is-my-body-rejecting-speed-paste.356748/#post-2106459) but I figured I'd just... try to use the substance as it comes first; I spread it on a plate until it became drier and more powdery.
it seems to be working, I can definitely say I feel addy-ish right now. with a greater physical effect around my head, kinda floaty.

it feels weird that i'm trying to turn this into a sustainable habit and consider it more like self medicating than recreation. feels like I'm forging a weird path ordering a substance that I cant get around me, and cant exactly verify WHAT i'm consuming.

this first trial rn I didn't even weigh, just took what seemed a conservative amount. the paste I got was less pastey and more solid which is a good sign I guess?
I'm not comfortable with snorting since I've never snorted anything before but basically just sniffed up a very small quantity really hard until i felt it in my nose. and the rest of it i actually just put in a glass of water and drank it. that was maybe 30 mins ago.

already i can tell it's working since i'm writing so much text lol.

is anyone else on amphetamine who have also been on prescription? how would you say it compares? and do you just source it through dnms?

also if anyone knows anything about test kits and that sort of thing please spoonfeed me, I'm retarded.

yes this shit works though. yep yep. feels right. feels like what I wanted. maybe even a little bit too well. eeeheh playing with fire indeed.

>consider it more like self medicating than recreation. feels like I'm forging a weird path ordering a substance that I cant get around me, and cant exactly verify WHAT i'm consuming
same boat user, it really starts to take a toll on your always wondering if youre gonna be taking some absolute bunk shit or fent or whatever

You didn't need to tell us that you're on amphetamines because it's obvious.
Just buy the cheapest 0.001g scale with good reviews.

I was a total beach bum hippy last summer, smoking joints on the beach daily and took shrooms there a few times. It's fantastic. Now, I live hours from the ocean and don't leave my house unless for groceries, rip.

Why don't you just buy a reagent test kit? Why do you risk your life that way?
Every time you order a batch just test a bit to see if there is no meth or opiate and you're good.

yeah for one thing i would never usually go and find the whole link to somewhere else.
sourced from europe idk why there would be meth. but i know nothing about the actual process of making this shit and what things they use that are now in my body.
at least with addy it's just a pill and there's no weird chemical byproducts youre consuming

idk how well a reagent test would work for what ive been using (o-dsmt) that said i dont think theres a lot of motive to lace it either since its not particularly popular, but theres always accidental contamination to consider, i guess

SHIT. every other time I was on adderall I was at work at least FEELING productive. now i'm just sitting here alone. I feel extremely guilty now.
my body needs to be punished, I need to be working

it's a waste of a rush looking at this dumbass website. i should be lifting boxes overhead and running the stairs and shit. what am i doing rn this is bad BAD bad irresponsible bad.
i like feeling of help to people. this is helping nobody

sounds like you have adhd

ADHD isn't real user, we settled that topic a while ago.
The dude might have fried dopamine receptors though, he would need to destimulate his daily life.

Is adderall really like a super drug to normal people? I hear if you have adhd it just makes you feel normal.