Accidentally just got hit with a giga blackpill while watching youtube

Accidentally just got hit with a giga blackpill while watching youtube

>on history binge in youtube
>changes algorithm
>see video 'wearing german ww1 uniform to school'
>looks funny, click on it
>is semi-clickbait, basically a history nerd who wore it to hs on halloween
>only one catch though
>the guy is a chad, good looking
>whole video is first person perspective of his day at high school
>unintentionally get firsthand look into what a day in the life of chad is like
>everyone happy to see him, people go out of their way to say hi
>people smile when they see him, cross hall to shake hands
>girls smile at him shyly by default
>the extroverted girls approach him, are touchy feely and flirty
>even has cute girl dressed up in the joker makeup as romantic interest
>she is clearly in love with him
>she comments how tall he is while they video each other in mirror
>guy is literally living every robot's fantasy
>is such a history autist that he wore a ww1 uniform for halloween
>however since he's good looking everyone thinks it's awesome
>suddenly realize the problem was never how I acted
>it's all looks, it's always been looks
>feel immense sense of overwhelming depression
>guy was literally constantly affirmed throughout day
>not only by guy friends/acquaintances, but also constantly by girls
>literally impossible to be sad in his shoes
>realize I will never have his life
>realize looks are all that matter despite all my copes
>used to blame my interests such as history, but it was never about that
>girls decides at first glance whether they are interested or not
>I'm simply ugly and this guy is good looking
>pic related looks like girl who was in love with him

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>all those words
>by you
I'm not reading that shit

I figured someone would reply this even before I posted, this board has gone to shit.

Average r9k poster here thanks for telling us absolutely nothing cunt.

yea thats life
however you have to remember that he's also just another cog in the machine.
he'll fall in love with some girl and she'll leave him for someone who's better looking
or maybe he falls on concrete and gets permanent brain damage
it doesn't change that you were given some of the worst cards, but just try to remember that everyone's life sucks to some extent, and the higher you're up, the more brutal your fall is

I am merely shitting in an ocean of shit. If this bothers you perhaps you need a boat
You're welcome faggot

Post the video. It will help further the discussion.

So you're saying I should dress as a nazi soldier

youtu.be/_lTbE2CHs8E
I assume he's talking about this video, also timestamp for the girl dressed in joker makeup
>> 6:54

youtube.com/watch?v=_lTbE2CHs8E

Don't say I didn't warn you.

>this board has gone to shit.
Nah, your whiny ass blogpost is just not worth reading.

This is even worse than OP made out. He's objectively ugly - bad skin, beady eyes that are too close together, gormless expression, big nose - yet, because he's tall, he's affirmed and gets to gain confidence from that affirmation. Totally nuts. The world really is a joke.

You faggots are hilarious.

He has friends because he has his own interests and he's confident in not caring what other people think of those interests. People seem to respect him because he's not afraid to deviate from the pack. On top of this, he gets to edit the footage to make it seem as fun and exciting as possible. He's added happy music over it to make the interactions feel much more lively, but his friends all look like spergs. The one asian chick likes him, but he's too clueless to realise that (or he's not interested). In my highschool, the first guy to get a handjob was short AND ugly, but the dude was extremely confident (also annoying as fuck and an idiot). Another short guy from my school had heaps of chicks finding him cute, he could've fucked any of them, and did fuck a few of them. In spite of this, you'll find any and every reason to complain and whine over not having x,y,z... Stop complaining, just do it

>you look so tall compared to me tee hee~
You will never experience anything close to this. It's over. It's always been over. It never even began.

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You're ignoring the clear attraction magnet in your rush to fit in with the incels here and cry about Chad.

The guy is wearing a military outfit. That means people are reacting to the idea of a guy willing to throw his life away on meaningless wars and "protecting whamenz."

Hurts even more because I am 6'4"

If something like that happened to me I would literally remember it for years, blissfully replaying it in my head over and over again. For this guys it's just another moment in another day. People act like Chad is Chad because he has confidence, but that's bullshit. How the fuck could you not have confidence when you get affirmed like this on a daily basis. Confidence is a result of being good looking, not the opposite.

Everyone at that school seems nice. Lots of chilled out people, dudes walking around with lightsabers and not getting bullied. Makes me wish I was born in America.

Confidence comes from being treated well by others. Others treat you well because of good looks (halo effect).

>realize looks are all that matter despite all my copes
reminds me of
>be me
>hot girl high on meth talking to me at a friends place
>chat monotone for awhile
>eventually she gets hungry
>she invites me to get food
>we arrive at the mall
>walking around every guy smiling at her
>everyone happy looking at her
>she is talking to me, not even aware
>get to cashier
>extra big smile and greeting for her
>laugh to myself
>now i get it, tutorial difficulty

>He has friends because he has his own interests and he's confident in not caring what other people think of those interests.
Bullshit. He has friends because he was made confident from an early age by the support his family and subsequent nascent social structures afforded him. Then, when he went through puberty, he was lucky enough to grow beyond six feet. That's it. That's literally it. The difference between a popular person and a social reject largely comes down to these three factors: How tall are they? Do they have a decent jawline? Did they have a positive childhood experience? As for the rest... personality, employment, interests... these things are entirely secondary. In fact, they barely exist as realities in themselves. As OP correctly highlights, if he were 5'6, he'd be seen as a freak and a dweeb for having these same interests; and promoting them openly at school would get him labeled as unhinged.
>Just do it.
Without a solid base of pre-existing social support, this is borderline impossible. You think you can "just do things" because you fail to recognize how much support you already have within your given environment. The vast majority of people are unwilling to share intimacy and affection with adult men who have no prior connections.

This is your standard for a chad? Kek.

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Just be tall proven right again for the millionth time

Mogs me hard
It's over

That's what's particularly bad about this: he isn't even conventionally attractive or assertive. He just has height and is socially well-adjusted because he was privileged enough to come from a loving, stable family. It's pure luck. People on this board will continue to swear up and down that you "just need to b urself", however.

not to be an asshole but why argue with these people? They have no real concept of what you're saying. In the end you'll get riled up and dismissed user.

I do it to organize my own thoughts primarily.

i mean he's fairly attractive but a chad though.