Should I kill myself?
>21yo khhv
>poorfag
>shitty looks
>mentally even worse, developed a cuck fetish
>incapable of loving anyone that isnt the worst piece of shit ever so I dont have to trust them to not become worse
I didnt use this board in 2 years trying to fix myself. Is it over?
How many girls did you ask out irl
no you should talk to me on disc befoore i kill myself too
SHIELD FROM THE STUPID ASS LANZATARDER
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It was already too late before I got to the point of asking girls out. The first time I had chances with girls (when I met potential partners for the first time in my life in general) I already figured I am mentally too unwell. I am mentally blocked out of ever loving or being loved but I crave it
drop your discord
no. fetish is no big deal u can live with it. do things u love. there is gratification in music game design cooking art tons of shit. there are billions of people and situations going on, u never know what might turn up. universe has a way of randomly slapping you with good times even though everything feels bleak and dark and depressing. life has a way of tricking you into thinking its a permanent state of things. dont be ashamed to seek pro help if you feel bad and dont trust larpers on this stupid website telling you its all a jewish conspiracy. lots of love op
So 0? You're literally allowed to just ask random girls you see to be your girlfriend. Maybe you will devise a better strategy, but seriously nothing bad will happen. Literally try to talk to any woman you see who is alone.
You can get a job. That'll give you money. Eventually enough to live alone. Being ugly is fine. You can still CONSOOM. Cuck fetish is weird since you're too much of a loser to even get a woman, less let her cuck you. So that doesn't matter. Being incapable of loving anyone is another moot point because a kissless jobless hikkimori virgin wont lead you to to a normalfag wife and kids existence anyway.
So no. Don't kill yourself. All you have to do is stock shelves at walmart on night shift until you can afford your own shithole apartment. Stick around and rot with the rest of us. Get drunk. Do drugs. Enjoy the nuances of uniqueness of every day you survive. Find pleasure in what you cannot control. Thousands of days lie ahead of you and you're blessed with existence and a uniqueness all your own and you want to end it? Let your vices eventually end you like every other loser 50-60 year old. Until then, every day is an opportunity to see what happens next. What greater gift can god give you?
its not about having a girlfriend. I had a chance with one, but I am incapable of love at all. Even before I am with someone I imagine them betraying me and cucking me, ruining me (I am already ruined anyways). I cant trust anyone so the only girls that actually attract me are evil girls that are pieces of shit which I will hate but at least I cant be betrayed really. And that attraction fluctuates, and I know if I ever got it I'd hate it and its impossible anyways
>what greater gift can God give you than thousands of days of suffering
Yeah. . .
Not op but honestly... how the hell do you just randomly talk to people who you don't know from before? I'm a fucking autist, I needed 2 years in high school before I was able to talk to people after watching them and analyzing how I should talk with them, I can't imagine walking up to someone and striking up a random conversation
You'll never see them again
How are you suffering right now? You're not in pain. You just lust for something you haven't experienced. Do you have the foresight to claim you will never experience anything new in the next 50 years you can exist?
I spend every moment wishing I was dead. I'm not sure how to define suffering, but I think you are wrong to say my life wasn't suffering. I've been very physically sick since I was born.
do you live in eastern europe, user?
>You're literally allowed to just ask random girls you see to be your girlfriend.
lol no you aren't. That shit is very very VERY frowned upon. You'll be seen as a criminal at worst and a creep at best.
yes
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It's not that I'm too anxious. It's just that I can't imagine how a natural conversation should go. What do I just come up to someone minding their own business and ask them how they are doing? I can't imagine such a conversation leading anywhere, especially not without me being able to read their emotions and expectations of the conversation
Who gives a fuck, you'll never see them again. The alternative for you is to jerk off your dick and cry into your pillow every night until you die. Take your pick you ugly retard.
what country? unorginally
Try different shit, research some stuff on Google. It'll probably work eventually.
why? I dont want to say
>who gives a fuck about getting publicly humiliated in front of millions, beat up or sent to jail xd
Kill yourself you clown
Nope, you WILL have to keep hearing me bitch for decades to come. Either that or you fuck off. The choice is yours.
You're never going to have sex
Are you retarded? Look up "sexual harassment"
doomer#2228
Another male who will never have sex just replied to me
Have you ever had an irl gf with huge tits? I have. You're just a loser LARPing
Do you think I'm jealous of your ugly gf?
kek no shit that's kinda the matter at hand isn't it? Hope you like guys hearing complain about no sex because you'll be seeing a lot of it
I don't give a fuck about your statistics
You give enough of a fuck to reply. But you giving a fuck or not is irrelevant. Fact is you'll be seeing more and more guys complaining about no sex so you better get used to it.
How were the girls you had a chance with evil?