I feel like i've tried hard enough.
Isolation fucked my head..i'm empty one week, depressed the second, and utterly suicidal the third.
I feel alone, no matter how many times i hurt myself it's never enough, people aren't enough, i'm less than anything to anyone, dead to the world. If there was one thing i could have in this meek, pathetic fucking life, it would be to be understood, to be loved. I'm never getting up, all that awaits is the afterlife. I wish i was never born.
I feel like i've tried hard enough
Jordan Cook
William Butler
Plenty of people feel like that, but not enough people I feel...
We could talk or if not...
see you in the waiting room user
Gavin Jackson
No point.
talk about what? how i fucked myself over? It's a boring story, water under the bridge.
there's nothing to fill on this side of the world, no love, no hatred, it all comes back to one final act.
my life has been talking, but when have my words ever gotten across?
see you in another world.
Parker Ward
Lmao I remember being in high school
Jaxon Bell
To be understood you must let yourself be understood
But you probably already tried that too
I'm just being selfish, I like people like you
Oliver Green
Me too bro, same boat. Hopefully this shit gets better at some point.
Alexander Barnes
You aren't wrong, i know myself, but i turn the other cheek to see what i'm not. I'm worthless to the core, i am nothing.
I understand how you feel, mutually. But let someone tell you, i've already been there, no one ever fills the hole, it's a continuous cycle of obsession..love that can never be accepted.
Nathaniel Reyes
I feel I didn't have my share of obsessions yet (I'm fucking 27 HAHAHA), so that's maybe why I'm still hopeful.
Tell me user, so there's nothing else?
Hudson Nelson
It's funny how everyone feels the same way but nobody can do anything about it.
Cooper Fisher
Well, they can
Jose Gray
It's entirely possible you're just afraid. Of being felt, and feeling someone else seriously. When you deny love for so long, that happens, it stays with you forever.
>Tell me user, so there's nothing else?
was there ever anything to begin with? : )
Joseph Gray
>isolation
>in high school
shut the fuck up idiot normie
Asher Watson
Dying young is the way to go.
Blake Diaz
that is what you get for being mean to divik
Parker Jenkins
i do what the fuck i want homeboy.
Colton Gonzalez
divik loved you
Benjamin Brown
you're talking about dybbuk, right?
anything that posses my body, is possessing itself.
Kevin Martin
LFE can wait, OP.
No need to rush.
Tyler Allen
I'm afraid yes, but I'm more afraid of being betrayed or being let down
Even so, no one really tried to understand me, just like OP
I lie, there's one person who does in part and we're close frieds, but they're already taken
And I won't betray for love
Blake Taylor
Two sides of the same coin, no?
>there's one person who does in part and we're close frieds, but they're already taken
sorry, i know how that must have felt, jealousy and self animosity aren't a good mixup.
Julian Torres
lied to divik
Sebastian Martin
stop trying to enforce a tulpa in my head.
Luis Long
>jealousy
not a drop
I'm happy for them
I'm more jealous when I see people getting fit so easily or being able to work more than 2 hours/day
I'm jealous of productive people
Juan Hall
youre just cruel
Lucas Price
divik tulpa??
Adam Walker
If you have to lie to yourself.
personally, i would never have let go.
Juan Garcia
i'm the only entity rummaging through your brain.