Wake up in distress

>wake up in distress
>ram my head against the mirrior in my room and break it
I wish I was strong enough to just kill myself

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trannies me like
LMFAO XD

hello pain, good morning pain

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me when i get ahold of cebs bussy

Getting all of the glass shards out of my hair was pain
>look up mental wards again and see if I can find one to call this time
>all the reviews scare me away because they sound too shitty like my last place
>keep searching
>stumble upon one that seems amazing
>even good reviews
>wonder whats the downside of that place is
>>>>figure out its a private clinic
>costs at least 500yuros a day
>would need to stay at least one month there for any progress and even that is most likely too short for me
rip I cant afford that and even if I could get myself to ask my parents for that kind of money, they dont have that much either desu
bleh and even if I went there, I would most likely just get disappointed and come out as a bigger mess from it wouldt I

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Are you not going to therapy? You should before you consider going to a ward.

So you're borderline or what?

I tried
I tried
but every single time at every single place I have called
>I am sooo overcrowded I just cant accept anyone new sorry
>please call again in x months and lets see if things will look better
>have you tried going into a ward??? that would be faster
>call again in x months but get told again to wait or try out a mental ward
so only places that end up giving me a appointment are shrinks who only rely on meds
I used to be against meds and be like
>"Oh no I dont wanna be like a zombie and change my personality and stop being me"
but being me is disgusting and causes misery, I tried out like 5 - 6 meds so far but badluck with them so far, I have to try out more but bleh
I was diagnosed with it
like every single other patient from my station, was very sus to everyone and I didnt saw the diagnose as valid
but then I read into it and a few too many points seem too similar

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that was me beating on my keyboard
your missing (You)

>putting black and white weeb print outs on your wall with duct tape
literally ngmi