Concept of sex is so alien to me that it's scary

>tfw thats me in 6 years
Do your best not to be, it's not fun.

Don't worry I'm the same. I can't even conceptualize myself kissing or banging anyone. The idea feels foreign to me. Even though I want it like everyone else, sometimes I feel sick when I try to imagine myself in a physical relationship.

I will NEVER be loved - in fact, i refuse to. I will get my master's in mathematics, earn a shit ton of money that i will never spend because i never buy anything (drink only water, have no snacks in my house) and either live out my days alone or go on a trip somewhere cool and throw myself off a cliff if i get bored. You CANNOT and WILL NOT make me have emotions for another person, the concept is incomprehensible to me. Feels good man.

and i think I'm slowly losing interest in all this stuff, maybe because at this age i wouldn't even be allowed to freely express my desire in that because i would be called desperate, well at 27 I'm supposed to have a child when i didn't even hug romantically

that's nice user i'm happy for you
cherish small memories like that
i don't want to but i know i will :c
i don't really feel sick but i'm stuck with a cuck mindset i saw my crush finding a boyfriend and i was like "good for her, he will be a better boyfriend than me for sure"
kinda based and chad but i don't refuse to be loved... it would be nice to feel wanted
throwing yourself off a cliff is the way i want to go too i'm just too scared

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What surgery is that brah?

Ok bro I'll help you out. I was a 22 year old virgin. Wanted to experience sexual pleasure from an actual women and not porn. I researched how to identify happy ending massage parlours. I worked up the courage to go. Got a bodyslide and handjob from some Asian girl. Went many more times, saw different women, got massage and HJ. Then I took it farther and saw an escort at an escort agency. Was extremely nerve wracking the first time. Had trouble keeping a boner from nerves. Saw more escorts, am now fairly comfortable with sex and stuff. Feel way better about myself. Don't feel so left out.

If you don't do it know you will become older and it will be really weird if you ever do get the chance to have sex and you have no idea what to do.

Also, you are in your prime, your penis will never work better then it does now. Your sex drive and sexual pleasure will only decrease as you age. We both already missed out on teenage sex. Don't miss out on early twenties sex. At least do it a few times to know what it is like to have sex in your prime. You will regret it if you don't.

>well at 27 I'm supposed to have a child when i didn't even hug romantically
Yeah this is the part that kills me, I'm so inexperienced even if I got with an 18 year old girl she'd lap me. Women are out her looking for the guy they're gonna spend the rest of their life with and normal guys are getting read to settle down too, meanwhile I'm looking for a girl to have the shitty first relationship that fails because we're too inexperienced which I was supposed have over a decade ago.

Why is that fun? You should at least spend your money on things that make you happy. The only purpose of money is to be spent, spending power. Spend it on cool trips, escorts, whatever you feel like

>If you don't do it know you will become older and it will be really weird if you ever do get the chance to have sex and you have no idea what to do.

>Also, you are in your prime, your penis will never work better then it does now. Your sex drive and sexual pleasure will only decrease as you age. We both already missed out on teenage sex. Don't miss out on early twenties sex. At least do it a few times to know what it is like to have sex in your prime. You will regret it if you don't.

wish i didn't read that

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i would rather not say
lets just say having sex is impossible for me without it though
yeah that's not happening i'm scared of showing my dick to anyone but i appreciate the tip im sure it might help a lot of people

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I took my husband's first kiss and virginity when he was 24

and you are his wife(male)?

great to hear but ywnbaw

that's great and sweet but it makes me more sad when you mention it
your husband is good looking and he has a big pp though im not like him

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I am his wife desu but not male

You should be glad you did, maybe it'll motivate you before you become 30 like me and sex with hot young girls in both of your primes is impossible

he was hopeless like u once tho desu he was a robot when I met him