Anyone else here who genuinely doesn't fit in anywhere or with anyone...

Anyone else here who genuinely doesn't fit in anywhere or with anyone? I don't even fit in with this board despite being a freak.

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Cool dog

I can relate to you OP

Even amongst freaks I don't fit.

I get rejected by normies and females for being ugly and autistic and I get rejected by incels for being tall. Truly alone.

>want to join various incel communities to freely express my misanthropy
>problem is I'm bisexual
>big no-no
>get rejected by the rejects

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>too autistic to be around normies
>not a misogynist and dont believe in most blackpill stuff so I can't get along with incels who dominated most of the male loser sphere these days

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>>>r/foreveralone

Every time I have to spend time with my peers I feel like there's something wrong with me. They all live such meaningless lives and that's why I don't find them relatable. It's like they cycle between 3 different activities: schoolwork, hookups, party. They are literally walking dead people. Why do none of the people around me want to do anything cool anymore? Why not start a band for fun, come up with business ideas, go rob a store, start selling drugs, travel the world together or some shit? I'm sure people do these things but nobody around me wants to have fun.

It's kind of liberating realizing just how boring normalfags and their lives are. Eases the pain of missing out a little.

I don't really fit in anywhere at all. Never have done, and I'm nearly 40. Became pretty accepting of it about a decade ago, and my long term plan is to become some weirdo in a small hut somewhere remote and just keel over one day. Best outcome, I'd be pretty happy with that.
That said, there have still been one or two people I've got on well with - The type that's not really asking for anything in return and overlooks bouts of weirdness. A lot of it ceases to matter once you accept that you're just different and it's neither something special nor a major drawback... it just IS. Sooner you get comfortable with it, it stops causing such a problem in your life.

How did you arrive at acceptance?
Surely some pain lingers still?

I'm a hikkiNEET of 10 years, tried joining some degenerate NEET server last summer and it was full of nothing but Australian drug addicts and American teenagers. Nobody liked me even when I tried to be nice and nobody asked any questions when I finally silently left after months. Everyone on this board now is just some college student I can't relate to. Everyone I try adding for one on one chats loses interest in me. If I played passive and let people come to me the same thing happens. I wish I never started trying to be around people again, there's clearly a reason I shut myself away.

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Concluding that that which had passed had indeed, irrevocably passed. For example: My school experience was something odd between nerd and jock, and didn't conform to any kind of stereotype. There's no going back to re-live that and 'get it right', no matter how much time I could choose to waste on imagining it different. And that's the key - The time you spend after the fact regretting, imagining a different past - That's time being actively stolen from you in the here and now, and you have the choice to just... not. It's a deeper kind of acceptance - I don't have to like myself, or loathe what I am, because I'm gonna be it whether I do either of those things or not. I can just not burn more time wasted on imagining it was somehow different. It just IS.

Well, I have one trillion mental disorders and differences. So I dont fit with anybody either.

To be sincere, I am weird and empty and hard to talk to. I just want honest people that love me for who I am, that trust me, that connects with me deeply. But then again I can only imagine this with very few people and it is usually mixed with romantic and sexual feelings. I like crazy people with no boundaries, who are laid back and doesnt care about my deficiencies.

I tried to fit in I tried to be normal but it didn't work. I can't be an incel I don't even care about hating women or getting a girlfriend. I just want friends but ever friend I try getting I have a hard time talking I don't understand how normal people can keep a relationship. How can they know what to say? I don't mind be alone anymore at least because I expect it.

I'm autistic and I don't relate to other autistic people. Literally got nothing to work with.

My dick didn't fit in your mom so I had to tear the bitch in two.
You literal son of a roast beef sandwich.

me too. The few people I got along with were weird. I do think I am hard to talk to

Right, but what about stress and anxiety from feeling you are missing out in the current?
What about envy? Feelings of inferiority? Desire? Resentment?

Your mistake is trying to rind connection through digital media. If you want lasting friendship you need real world. Humans arent meant to interact through the internet so it sooner or later becomes boring or tense, specially if thre is no effort from both parts.

i'm nearing 30 and i had one good friend online and one good friend irl. both kinda just stopped interacting with me close to a decade ago and i've been a completely friendless shut in since. i can't be bothered to use discord and i wouldn't know where to begin to make friends at near 30 irl.

I've had these interactions with my family when I make it clear to them I will do anything with them but watch TV because I'm bored of it, and they basically tell me no, and then act like I'm antisocial.

I'm probably not going to be able to get across any meaningful explanation I'm afraid but it all loops back to that fundamental point about acceptance. I found the stoic stuff matched up well with where I got to with things, although I kind of just settled into it independently and then read about it later.
Probably a lot of it comes down to how you feel about life, afterlife, what comes next and what came before. Me? I reckon we go round constantly in an infinite guf, and just don't experience time when we're not formed up into a being. It's happened before an infinite number of times, I just don't remember. And so it will be again. Maybe it's the same each time, maybe it's different. Maybe choices I make change the outcome each time, maybe it's all on rails and I don't really get a say.
Some people find this perspective terrifying or uncomfortable. It brings me great comfort. Closest thing to any kind of faith I've ever held.

yeah and i don't give a fuck about "fitting with le others" or "with muh groups",fuck that shit

The majority of people here are white racists and I don't fit in with people of "my own kind", and that's only the tip of it