/cut/ the general for selfharm and selfcare. Scuffed op edition.
>How are you feeling today?
>Any plans or goals?
>Are you clean right now?
I will try to monitor the thread and reply but i cant promise anything since im drinking right now.
/cut/ Selfharm general
Ayden Ramirez
Jackson Peterson
>How are you feeling today?
Quite good. Everytime im drunk i feel abit better. Its quite scary when im sober to think about though.
>Any plans or goals?
I might get a job next week if everything works out. I really hope it does work out, i just want to have a normal life with a job and everything like everyone else i know.
>Are you clean right now?
No. I relapse every few days. The longest i have gone without selfharming is 1.5 years though.
>treasure stone. always.
Gabriel Young
I'm feeling like I have over come an emotional hurtle. I haven't drank in two days but I cut my arm up real bad 2 days ago so I am not clean.
I have no plans or goals currently, I dunno. I got this older womans number that I have kind of been interested in, but, it's not the same as a connection you have with some one that is 10 years old.
I'm still very lonley. I have re-occurring dreams of my partner almost nightly at this point. But, I haven't drank in 2 days none the less.
How is everyone today?
Andrew Wilson
>I'm feeling like I have over come an emotional hurtle. I haven't drank in two days but I cut my arm up real bad 2 days ago so I am not clean.
Proud of you user. You might have relapsed but youre doing at good job at keeping count of all the good things you have achieved, like not drinking for 2 days.
Evan Scott
Thanks user, I need to hear those things from time to time.
Robert Hall
My rating:
6. Favorite mug.
5. Endless candle. At least it kills stress so it has some value.
4. Magic blanket. Feeling cozy is always a good thing but I couldn't use it outside, that would be weird.
3. Good Dream pillow.
2. Cuddly bear.
1. Treasure stone - absolutely OP, I would be brave in all social situations, it would make my life be easier and more comfortable.
Because of this I wouldn't have needs for most of the other things on this list.
John Evans
No problem. For me its hard to say good things about myself and im sure for others its hard too so i try to give honest compliments whenever i can.
endless candle can be broken too imagine you never had any stress and always had a good memory in mind. Favorite mug is literally just a bear grylls survival tool to drink your own piss lmao
Noah Jenkins
Guys it's the last class of the semester and I feel like I'm going to having a panic attack and start smacking myself in class again.
What do I do?
Robert Bennett
social panic or test panic? i wore shades in school to help with social panic as long as you don't mind looking like a fedorafag with shades in school.
test panic idk senpai, study or something
Robert Williams
My one classes ended prematurely due to lack of attendance and the other class for today has been turned into an online session.
Wtf, I just drank my anxiety pill for nothing, those are expensive!
Gavin Flores
It's a little bit of both.
Adrian Gutierrez
Online session is good though, no? Or do you have to use a camera for it?
Its really bad advice but whenever i have turbo anxiety i drink some alcohol (not much) just enough to get a little bit tipsy. I really really wouldnt recommend it though. The trick for test panic is to just learn enough for the test so that you feel at ease knowing that you couldnt have done more. Its way easier said then done but that probabyl the only way, godspeed user.
Brody Thomas
>Online session is good though, no?
Those are fine and the teacher actually explained what he wanted me to do for that class while the other one ended prematurely, so I think I'm Ok for now. Might not even need the online class.
>godspeed user
Thanks for teh advice, user.
I appreciate it, sorry for getting all melodramatic, this semester has been absolute hell and I'm not even sure I'm goi g to pass it. I'm just thankful my mom isn't going to kick me out of the house for my mistakes at least (I mean a fucking hope she won't).
Gabriel Brown
>sorry for getting all melodramatic
Nah youre good, these threads are here to vent about stress and stuff. Even if things are uncertain right now im sure you will manage user, you have already come this far.
Ethan James
I have so many scars all over my arms ye no one says a thing. Gnarly scars. Yet I guess people just assume it happened from other things ? I do not know.
Nathan Stewart
>how are you feeling today
idk i just woke up like 5 mins ago, feeling ok for now
>any plans or goals
going into the city with gf, will probably eat something good
>are you clean right now
idk what counts, i cut my whole arm up like a week ago after stopping for a month-ish, but trying to stop again
Tyler Gray
Same here. People dont like to talk about stuff like that so they probably just try to ignore them.
>going into the city with gf, will probably eat something good
Happy for you user go treat yourself and your gf to something good. Does your gf know about your selfharm issues? If so im sure you will persevere the urges together. Its already an achievment to be clean for a week just 3 more and youll be at a month clean again. godspeed.
Bentley Reed
Oh yeah. I got denied from military service cause of them. Yet I had a couple vets tell me "Oh yeah I had the same you should be okay"
William Perez
ya she knows abt them, shes the only reason i try to stop at all lol i dont want her to worry. but ty i will try again to stop hopefully
Jeremiah Evans
>Yet I guess people just assume it happened from other things ?
They're probably just giving you benefit of the doubt, unless your scars are awfully weird it should be obvious unless its older folks.
Josiah Rogers
Just wondering how deep do most in this thread go? Like what layer of skin do you usually reach.