I feel like garbage, please chat with me

I might do it in a moment. This is nice.
I will give it my best shot

Right now, I ate too much, I have no balanced meals because of sporadic money. On a larger issue I live in a place that deemed me as unworthy of living. I am a knight in a pawns' nation. My ability to leap forward is deemed meaningless to those people because I can not walk in a straight line. Try as I may to not let that get to me, it seeps into me.
>Stress over project
Oh yeah, that.
College sure sucks huh? Call me a cheesy zoomer but if the same information was within a video game the same people stressing out over it would grasp it in lightning speed. I feel like in many places the education system is a facade to indoctrination/filtering.

I am not sure I understand. Do you mind trying to explain in a more detailed manner?
The older ruling generation has been corrupted by greed, they want as much to themselves while letting the rest of the humans and the planet suffer.
True evil is to take away a man's freedoom to have his own shelter, to get his own food, and to fight his own fights.
I could be wrong, but... am I?

I will eventually, thank you, but I was optimistic about doing right now that I ended up not doing. It's frustrating.

>I am not sure I understand. Do you mind trying to explain in a more detailed manner?
I'm confronting a lot of users here with repetitive, counter-productive behavior. I'm making a good faith effort to restore the originality of the board, if nothing else. To do this I really have to get t the bottom of why these recurring nightmare threads get posted day and day out and that means dealing directly with the kind of mentally ill people who post the same thing every day on an original content board.

I think it might be worthwhile to build a community somewhere else instead.
The moderation even a few years ago was anti user. With the worsening reputation of the website and the aging group, it might be a very tiresome losing battle.

I mean, I like drawing, And they're not terrible, but the only things I have in hand are pen and pencil...

I like all sorts of music, but my takes for now are OST of games, Coldplay (Most Old Songs) Tame Impala...
(youtu.be/TD49Gf74z2w?list=RDF0XDZqnmwgQ)
It will sound gay but I feel that all of their songs are made for me, lol.

you didn't do it
i'm angry

It's already been a tiresome losing battle for a long time now. That's okay, I'm resigned to being a constant presence here throughout the years, as I have been since the board was created. Incels have a fascinating life cycle that leads to something beautiful, we just don't see it in most of these young guys yet.

I know it hurts to start over, but it does not have to stay this way.
Loyalty should be to people, not to places.
You seem like a kind person, I think you deserve to love a community that would love you back.

I think you should listen to this. I have nothing else to offer you. youtu.be/5uzhmm_oUZU

All you need is a pen and pencil.
Better tools are good for creating polished works, but you can improve your technical skills insanely from just pencils.
Woah! this is cool music!
Nothing wrong with enjoying gay music
youtu.be/NdqbI0_0GsM

>I think you deserve to love a community that would love you back.
This place does love me, in the same way the mean city streets love a veteran hobo. I'd rather be here with the bird crap and the cigarette buts than somewhere more functional. You can't change people's minds, but you can teach them to think, and then they end up changing their own minds.