Im suicidal

>Im suicidal
>dont want to bow down to reality and get friends and chase after women despite them being biologically necessary for wellbeing
>want to satisfy my feminization fetish despite being empty pleasure and being a tranny being a terrible fate

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Same.
I have no friends either and I am considering fully feminizing myself and trooning out.
I wish I had a friend like you sometimes.

Shiet Ive lived my whole life without even desiring them. Technology allowed me to hide biological instincts for 27 years. Not sure I desire them now it is more of a realization that I need it at a psychological level, not a want, same with women. Its weird that people are given normal wants that lead to happiness whereas others arent.

I would lick the cum off that dudes mons pubis

being a tranny really isn't so bad. don't trust everything you read online. i don't pass, i don't even present as a woman or whatever crap, nor wear women's clothes and i feel much better than i did before, and if you ever feel like it's not for you, you can stop around 2 weeks-1 month hrt and the changes are like 98% reversible
the only people i'm out to is my partner (obviously) and some close friends i know irl

do what you want
but don't feel compelled to do anything because somebody told you so
i'm not telling you to take hrt either, do what you want
but if you're having these thoughts already and they plague you, maybe kind of think about what that implies about your psyche and shit

>tfw you will never have a friend to crossdress with together

>have unrealistic or unhealthy goals
>deny all realistic and healthy goals
>gee guys why am i suicidal!

Retard.

this is so fucking easy desu, just go to autistic shit like anime conventions and be cute

I had this horrible fear before I transitioned that I was a sick pervert and that all I was doing was satisfying a fetish. That was 12 years ago that I started hrt. What was actually going is that I was compartmentalizing my gender dysphoria through the lens of high testosterone male sexuality. All of my secret desires (wanting to be a women, etc) were turned into physical, sexual desires because in this way my mind made them seem obtainable. After starting hrt my sex drive was completely dismantled and turned into something else. All the things I thought were so overwhelmingly arousing before slowly turned into the mundane normal parts of life. Putting on women's clothing, looking like a woman, being treated like a girl by people who don't know I'm trans yet, etc etc. Did you ever hear that song by the Velvet Underground, I'll be your mirror? I can only speak for myself, but maybe you're actually not so messed up inside user. Maybe you just really want something badly and you're doing your best to cope.

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damn
how old are you now?

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