Are you suicidal?

Are you suicidal?

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kek. I meet everyone of those.

On and off since I was like 13

No and I never will be suicidal, I'm just built different

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looks more like autism to me opie

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>pic
So every woman is suicidal when she is talking to me

considered it shortly before gaslighting myself out of depression altogether

I'm either too retarded or a fucking genious

I am but pragmatically. I will kms if the signs later appear that I should. I'm still too young. I have been non-pragmatically a couple times and every once and a while a little feeling pops up again. The kind of suicidal where you really want to die and end this shit and you don't care exactly how as long as it works.

I don't think suicidal people or even depressed people behave in any one way. Lots of suicidal people seem completely normal. I probably wouldn't be diagnosed with clinical depression. I'm not like picrel. I'm only socially withdrawn, exceptionally so. At my worst Ive spent more than half a year consecutively literally not talking to anyone except my mom briefly when I pass by her in the house just because I have to. Not going outside either. And no internet friends because that is cheating.

if you remove fatigue this could fit autism

I dont think so but I dont know WHY I am so depressed and down lately.

I will never commit suicide at this point if I already didn't, I kind of understand the rigged game.

passively suicidal i think, like if you handed me a loaded shotgun i would put it in my mouth and pull the trigger without hesitation but im not currently in a situation that is dire enough to justify using a method i think is not 100% enough.

pretty fun stuff

I think of suicide all the time but I'm the biggest coward. I cry when I cut my finger while cooking. I simply can't hurt myself. I always wanted a shotgun for self defence but only person it would kill is myself so I never bought it

Sometimes. I'm also autistic and some of those signs fall in line with that. Guess I should kill myself because the infographic said so

i've had all these since kindergarten
after pussying out of a few an hero attempts between the ages of 9-12, i decided i should hate everyone else instead of myself

meowdy

its rough out there bros but at least we have each other, right?

No. I've had some moments of pretty bad depression, but it manifested more in the form of missing work and staring at the wall all day. I've managed to get out though. I'm happy most days. Sometimes you still get hit, but I'll take an occasional bad day over months of feeling worthless.

Never did want to kill myself though. There's a lot of good in my life that I don't want to just throw away.

Are those points made to be as vague as possible on purpose?

No but I'm slowly killing myself by eating unhealthy food + drinking soda fairly often and not exercising

>a few an hero attempts between the ages of 9-12

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>There's a lot of good in my life
Then why are you here?

I love my mom and siblings more than I want to kill myself. I think if they died or didn't care I'd kill myself in a heartbeat

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Good question. Nothing else to do right now I guess? I don't spend a lot of time here because it really does reinforce every negative thing you've ever felt which is pretty unhealthy, but eh.

I am going to kill you, cope

Getting better. No one taught me not to use self-hatred as punishment. Thankfully I lived long enough to teach myself.