What foods can i eat/drink to cope with my purging disorder?

i keep vomiting my food because whenever i try to keeep it in feeling myself digest it makes me anxious and deppressed to the point of suicidality.

is there something i can consume that i will not feel myself digesting?
i live in a europoor country so i dont have access to meal replacement drinks

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Don't eat for 5 days, at that point your body will take anything it can get. This method is unironically how I got out of my ED

bump i need to go pay some billz

i have done that before but it doesnt help

Do it for longer then. 10 days is as far as I would go though, any point beyond then is playing with your own life

it will not help since after i will still have to digest

iaight i back

Have you thought of soup?

How do I Cook that

I guess you'd want to go for dairy products you can drink and juices. Milk if you can tolerate lactose, otherwise a fermented yoghurt type thing. Cultures in those usually do the heavy lifting of cleaving lactose to make galactose/glucose.

Also, as far as meal replacement drinks go, you can probably get similar results from a cereal grain mixed with boiling water and mixed until liquified.

>put water in a pan
>throw in any animal or seafood part in
>throw in whatever vegetables you have lying around
>throw in eggs, tofu, mushrooms or anything else edible
>optionally throw in herbs, spices or stock cubes

If you want an East Asian style soup the following is optional. If you want a thick French style gravy-like soup, do the following
>use meat with a high fat content, like non-lean minced pork or fatty chuck
>whisk in flour or starch
>optionally add cream
The flour and fat will thicken the soup and make it a gravy

Add salt and pepper.

I work in disability and this is how people who struggle to move their jaws enjoy breakfast.

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Robot Semen diet

thanks user but wouldnt that still become a clump down the line

thanks user
also thanknyouuuuuuuuu

Europoor countries all have access to a huge variety of meal replacement drinks. But you also digest meal replacement drinks. What do you even have a problem with, hearing yourself digest? Why?

>Europoor countries all have access to a huge variety of meal replacement drinks
what are you refering to?i havent seen any

idk autism and stress , when i do puke i feel really happy and light,maybe some digesstion issue meme

There are medical supplements and the onions-type meme drinks that make you fart all over, the former you can get in pharmacies or healthcare supply stores anywhere, the latter you can order online. JimmyJoy and Mana and a couple others have EU shipping.
Either way it sounds like you're mentally ill, might be a good time to see a doctor. On the offchance you're not mentally ill, you could have serious issues that need to be fixed surgically.