>lonely
>get close to someone
>too close
>sabotage
>repeat
Lonely
How can I stop the cycle, I do this too....
This just happened to me I think.
Have you tried not being a retarded butthole?
try not having bpd
>lonely loser
>can't ever get close to anyone cause i have no pussy = no intrinsic value
hell yeah me too, you probably hate yourself
>lonely
>get close to nobody becuse I don't see any woman that interests me be it beauty wise or personality wise
>no woman finds me hot enough or interesting personality wise
>never get close
>repeat
idk how to stop this. idk what i truly want. why do i always create a wake of sadness and disappointment. why cant i just quit this clown world. why am i such a pussy.
i have singlehandly ruined most, if not all my relationships, including friendships. why cant i just trust people. why cant i stop being so shameful of everything i do. this truly is hell.
>tfw can't find out how to sabotage my shitty relationship because I'm too much of a passive doormat to ever take initiative
>lonely because nobody DM'd me first on d*scord for five whole minutes
>sigh I guess I'll have to DM someone first, how can life be so hard
>...
>wow I've been talking to this person for 30 minutes straight and in the meantime five orbiters messaged me, I might have to start thinking about what I'm saying at this rate, cancel cancel cancel
>can't believe I self-sabotaged again :'(
>lonely
>get close to someone
>they make it easy and spend a lot of time with me
>they suddenly lose interest right when my anxiety starts to fade and i get comfortable talking to them
>immediately cut them off to protect my ego
>they pretty much never come back confirming my suspicion that they were over me
same.
>lonely
>finally get a bf
>become too attached
>insecurity starting to show
>slowly but surely become super jealous 24/7
>open up about my confidence issues and complexes
>relationship dwindles down and prolly will end soon
This is why I dont let my friends leave
This struck a chord deep in my soul. I know exactly this feeling. I don't know why the people around me react in the ways they do. It sucks.
>lonely
>get close to someone
>they have no strong opinions on anything
>shit test them
>they leave me
What are you jealous of?
fuck off worthless holes
pretty much anything, even just a glance at a woman and stuff like that. I wasn't like this before either. feeling jealous pretty much ruins my day so I prefer to go out alone rather than with him these days.
>lonely
>avoidant and asocial so I'll never get friends/a bf
>get close to someone
>they kill themselves
have you tried just having close male friendships instead faggot
What is a shit test?
When the doctor asks for a stool sample so they can run some medical examinations.