Be me

>Be me
>Best friend decides to become a prostitute and ends up addicted to drugs
>Is the only person there for her during the next six months and you just run around after her cleaning up her messes
>tfwyou'renotequippedforthisshit.jpg
>She tries to kill herself and ends up in the psych ward
>Is her emergency contact and pretty much her only line of support during this time as well
>Begs the nurse at the hospital to keep her in there for a bit so you can take a break
>They don't listen and let her out so you spend more time helping her heal and recover but she ends up doing drugs again
>The emotional toll from her behaviour pretty much ruins you and you become depressed as fuck and get diagnosed with anxiety
>Fast forward a few weeks and she has an emotional revelation and says she's stable and healthy now and off drugs
>Acknowledges that you're a wreck rn
>"Sorry if I distance myself from you user, you're just really emotionally toxic right now and I don't need it in my life"


Should I seppuku myself now or later? I spent a whole year trying to "fix" my best friend only for her to turn around and say this.

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You utter moron you should not do shit for any sack of shit thatd ever fall into drugs

>people are selfish, disloyal and capricious
It's great that there are people like you. You went through hell learning that lesson, while I can just watch you without any of the actual pain involved.

>Should I seppuku myself now or later?
yes, you worthless pathetic simp. please spare humanity the shame of being associated with you and end your existence

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they legit did not deserve you at any time

what are you wanting from her, praise? love? whatever it is, if it's something you need, you can get it elsewhere. but you probably don't even need it
you did a good thing by looking after this girl, you might have saved her life. not everyone will be grateful to you for good works that you do. now you move onto your next good works - first sorting yourself out
don't bear any resentment toward her for what she did, or toward yourself for what you did
now is your chance to breathe

If someone is drowning and you try to save them, they're only going to drag you under, and then you'll both sink to the bottom? But what are you supposed to do? Watch them suffer?

That's what everyone thinks before they get into the water. She did you the favor of leaving your life, you can finally rest and move on. If you die you're only going to make her suffer more, and then she'll never help herself.

Did you at least fuck her during this time? If you didn't I can only laugh at your idiocy.

there are 2 things you need to come to terms with
1. she never asked or demanded you "fixing" her, and you aren't entitled to her compassion, you feel bad because of your own expectations
2. you genuinely gave it your all to help a person you cared for when they were in need, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that, you are truly a noble human being and have no reason to regret doing it

you can't "earn" people's feelings, no amount of hard work or effort could ever do that, it doesn't work that way

Simps are subhuman. Let this be a lesson.
My foid radar is going crazy