What set you to be apathetic, mean and cold nowadays? What moment in your life, turned you sour?

What set you to be apathetic, mean and cold nowadays? What moment in your life, turned you sour?

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I decided to grow up

they put something in my food and water so im like semi-lobotomized most of the time im awake

>be born
>life is good
>realize niggers exist
>fuck
>life not good
Profound, I know.

>Reach 15
>Realize I am invisible to women
>Stop caring about acting like I give a shit about anyone other than myself and society
I have no idea.

Getting betrayed by all my three bfs. They were beautiful and made me think I was special, then disappeared the instant after I gave them my body. Now I hate moids especially medriocre males who think they can have me just because pretty guys won't give me a relationship. Keep deluding yourselves, entitled incels.

Gf cheated on me a whole bunch, haven't been with another woman since

This is bait and anyone who gives this person any more (You)s after this one is an idiot and part of the problem.

You think it's bait because it is way too much sincere for women's standards

So true and even if it wasnt bait then she (tranny) deserved it for being a woman.

The moment I realized I could never have a genuine connection with anyone because no one wants anything to do with me unless I put on an act and try to entertain them all day

I never had any romantic relationship. That made me to avoid people.

I feel a strong urge to help people but every time I do I attract the attention of manipulative, pushy predators

Moment? cant say anything specific

Just a realization that I can never connect with anyone, people just want you around as a dancing and singing monkey, no one has really ever cared about me beyond what I provide for them

I'd rather just be alone and left alone, I've resigned myself to people, I deal with them when I must to and never go beyond extreme surface level thing's

I don't doubt there's good people out there, but it seems too rare to care, leave me alone so I can die alone

>what moment in life turned you sour
Life itself.

seeing my sisters transition from my best friends to drug addled sex crazed harpies who always make fun of me

Older neighbor boy raped me in the ass when I was 7 or 8. I guess that made me extra-socially awkward and maybe it made me hate faggots even more.

I'm only apathetic to specific people or organizations. I can't make it general apathy it's just not in me

>be me
>no parents since age 4
>live with alcoholic grandmother
>be awkward piece of shit
>realizing everyone else had fun in their childhood
>getting rejected in teenage years by peers/girls 80% of the time
>bullied to the point of suicidal thoughts and close to self-harming
>counselling didn't do shit
>now 21 year old
>realizing how fucked i got from the start
Life gave me worst deal of cards, so i refuse to play the game of society

A girl literally counted the days for more than a month until I went to visit her. Once I visited her she freaked out after a day and left.

Never opening up to another woman in my life.

Hey same, except I have suppressed trauma based gay fantasies now

>be 14
>move from hometown
>all my friends and even a girl i liked were left there
>in a new city, no connections whatsoever
>get anxiety which is still everpresent
i wish my life just ended six years ago. i'm 20 now and i have no friends or future prospects

I had a mental breakdown when I was 22 and the way I dealt with emotions change to simply not dealing with them.
I haven't feel connected with anyone or anything since then.

>wake up
>go to work
>forced to interact with a w*man
>day ruined

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