A Farewell

I'll be dead in under a week's time (June 6). Anyone have any questions for a dying man soon to depart this world?

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How old are you? Why are you dying? What's something you regret not doing a lot more of? What's something you regret giving way too much time to?

Yeah, what's your excuse going to be this time for when you don't follow through with it

>How old are you?
29

>Why are you dying?
I failed my January 1 2020 Eternal Nofap and have nothing left to live for anymore and can find no joy or fulfillment or pleasure from life.

>What's something you regret not doing a lot more of?
Nofapping

>What's something you regret giving way too much time to?
Masturbation, I guess.

Have you met Jesus?

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No, I'm an atheist.

So you're going to kill yourself because you tug your worm too much? I was a drug addict for years, been clean for a while now. Something I'm starting to notice is that life is basically just as good (or bad) now as it was when I was a junkie. It's like while I've removed the crushing lows of withdrawals I've also removed the greatest pleasures. So now I'm just living at baseline without ever falling too low or climbing too high. I thought sobriety would provide me with some clarity in a good way but now I'm seeing that it didn't really matter either way. Maybe people like me are just broken. Maybe you're like me.

i will tell you this, a man cannot escape his libido

The libido of a man is what makes him happy, ask any guy with low test if he is happy and he will say no.

You can masturbate if you want but try and limit it to once every 1 or 2 weeks. it works for me, keeps my sexual frustration under control and doesnt make me feel like a coomer at the same time.

for extra effect masturbate without porn

I don't care to find out. Goodbye.

well then as far as you are concerned this is it
you will be nothing but worm foid


I don't believe that myself. I believe you exist beyond your mortal coil.

Foid or food? Are yoy a Christian woman?

A Christian woman would be too busy schlicking herself in one of the BLACKED/BBC threads.

Ok I have a question, will you please actually kill yourself or are you just going to keep attention whoring on Any Forums every day? See you on June 7th, faggot.

Yes, I will please actually kill myself on June 6, as I've been saying for several months now.

yeah I know you've been saying it, I won't believe it until you stfu and do it, pussy. if I see you posting here again after the 6th I'm going to track you down and do the job myself

Well you won't have long to find out, sweety, will you.

and thank fuck

you gonna stream it like those other people have

No I'm not, I'd rather go in comfort and in peace. I'll post a farewell thread on June 6, though.

that's for the best, what's your method? Inert Gas Asphyxiation?

Are you behind any VPNs? You're not truly anonymous as you might think.

can you do it on a weekend so I can celebrate properly

Don't do it faggot, it's just starting to get good and we need you

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Charcoal burning.

What do I care? Nobody can stop me committing suicide.

No, I'm doing it when I'm doing it.

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Your IP can be traced back to your location. Moderators here have thay power.

Can't you at least try ego death first to see if you like it?

Yeah and what are they going to do? Section me? For a few weeks lol, I'll just do it when I get out and never mention a word to anyone next time.
Nobody can stop a man killing himself. We will always find a way.
Cruel society that would attempt to keep a man in mortal torment and unending anguish and despair.
Truly.

I don't know what that is or how to achieve it.

You lasted two years what the fuck that's pretty fucking good. Wanking it once every two fucking years isn't something to be ashamed of. I get the feeling you have autism or OCD or something so the number was really important to you or something, but try to find meaning beyond that.

>You lasted two years what the fuck that's pretty fucking good.
No, I failed on February 16, 2020. Ever since then I've bee desperately trying to hold onto life and start anew on new dates that felt right but none of them ever worked.
I can't do it anymore, I have to go.