How do normal people do it, how do they keep the strength and resolve to do things for longer than a couple of weeks?

How do normal people do it, how do they keep the strength and resolve to do things for longer than a couple of weeks?
I just don't understand it, my will dies after such a short period and it becomes a serious struggle to do anything, even getting out of bed starts to feel like it's too much, I want to change but I keep myself down.
I know it's probably depression but I don't have insurance and refuse to use medication to solve this, I want to become a better me on my own.

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It's about your brain chemicals. If your brain chemicals are fucked up you can try to do anything to change but it just wont work.

They probably don't do some of the things you do like drink and stay up til 4am and browse Any Forums(nel) all day and masturbate five times a day and live on cheetos and hotpockets

That webm is fucking kino
But I wouldn't to be in a relationship like that irl lmao fuck that

Anyways, idk user
NEET since June of 2019
Covid hits and I lost hope and motivation to find work since then and I share the same trouble
Though, I find that if don't open porn or this board right after I wake up, I find myself being somewhat productive and actually doing shit like cleaning my room or helping around the house.

I don't do any of those, I've even stopped fapping as much, but thanks for projecting.

Would it be okay to kick her face in or would that be toxic masculinity?

I NEED a girl to do this to me but don't stop until I'm unconscious

the only winning move would be to grab her by the neck and kiss her. This calms every woman down

this board isnt going to help you user. you missed that boat by five years its just bitter uncharitable people who will try to blame you to feel better

what is this, facebook? i hate algorithms.

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What you probably lack, what most robots here probably lack, and what most normies have, is self worth. Self worth allows you to love yourself, to engage with the world when you really don't feel like it, and keeps you from being demoralized when things go wrong. Because when you feel like you are worth it, you take care of yourself, you aren't deterred when things don't go your way, and you don't project your malaise onto the rest of the world.

There are lots of things you can do to give yourself self-worth. But few people here even want to hear that.

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Well, user, what are the best ways for a pathetic loser of a robot to gain self-worth?

call people fags on the internet.

And retards, don't forget to call them retards too.

Attain fulfillment, work out, get a productive hobby, meditate. Real a philosophy book or sum shit.

Well, I try those things but it never lasts, it has never lasted more than a month, what now?

If it doesn't late you don't enjoy doing them and doesn't give you self worth.

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It sucks being born one of the weak faggots that gets tired and depressed easily.

Its just random luck. Some people are born mentally stronger.

>How do normal people do it, how do they keep the strength and resolve to do things for longer than a couple of weeks?
they just have a better mood by default. like i've said if you are born with high negative emotion, social phobias and such you are pretty fucked. Its incredibly hard to manage that and make something out of it. its like trying to farm on poor soil.

I basically have to be under a constant threat to maintain my routine. Naturally I don't want to do ANYTHING. My life isn't even bad but I don't really care about or want anything. A winning lottery ticket wouldn't even get me that excited. I just persist to avoid being inconvenienced.

holy fuck imagine the things you'd be able to do if you had a girl like this tenderly beating you up for motivation